My real life diary

Chapter 11 God Answered My Prayer

June 24th
My mom rushed me to the nearest hospital.
When we got to the hospital they put me on one of the moving beds. There was so many people surrounding me, all I could hear was
"You'll be okay baby"my mom said
"She's bleeding intensely" A nurse said
"We need to save the baby" another nurse said.
It felt like the baby was coming, like NOW.
They got me in a hospital room. After a couple of minutes two doctors came rushing in.
"Move! Get out of our way" They said
"Doctor we have to save the baby!" A nurse said.
"We have to put her to sleep"the doctor said picking up a needle.
"What- what's going on! What's gonna happing to my baby?!" I said crying.

When I woke up again, I see Georgia, My mom and George in the room. Everyone looked depressed. The nurse came in smiling. That meant good new so I was excited to see my baby. To feed her. I couldn't wait to do her hair and put on her adorable baby clothes.

When the nurse looked at me she frowned. My heart dropped to my stomach. Her frowning didn't mean a good thing. Georgia and my mom got up. Obviously George didn't because he could careless.
My mom grabbed my hands and so did the nurse. My eyes started to water.
"Nevada" she said. I didn't want to hear it. Tears fell from my eyes.
"Nevada I'm sorry, You lost the child" she said looking down.
I screamed. so did my mom.
*crying*
"But how, how could this have happened" my mom said.
I hid my eyes between my moms arms. I screamed even louder as I cried. Georgia started to cry too.
Did this man have no feeling? he's the reason for all of this!

Hours later
George left the Room with Georgia. She didn't want to stay because she felt so bad. My mom was sitting on the chair next to me reading a book. Georgia came back in the room.
"What you doing back here?" My mom asked her
"I wanted to see Sister" she replied

"Precious!" I said
"What honey?" My mom asked me
"Precious Williams" I said to her crying
(When I change my last name I wanted it to be Williams)

*crying*
"That was her name. Precious Williams. I never even got to see her!!" I said
My mom held my hand
"Baby we'll get through this Together!" She said.
I grabbed the pillow that said "Its a girl" and turned the other way. I was pretty excited to have this baby.
"Hahahaha. Guys guess what? There's a women across the hall that just lost her baby girl. Hahahaha"
"Dad!!" Georgia said
"George!!" My mom said
I know he did that on purpose just to get me even more emotional than I already was.
"What?? It was a joke! Take a joke kid" He said hitting my back
"Don't touch me!!" I said yelling in his face.

Two days after June 26th 2010
I came home from the hospital and I never left my bed. Today was my birthday! I felt so miserable
"Happy birthday Baby" my mom said bringing me breakfast in bed.
"Come one Nevada, It's been two freaking days get up! It's your 15th birthday" my mom said
"I just want to be alone mom, but thank you" I replied
I didn't get a call nor text from my friends, Except Bridget. Bridget would forever be my favorite
"Happy birthday Nevada Enjoy your day bestie. Have fun with your new baby. I love you" the text said
Every time I read the message I cry. This was the worst birthday I have ever lived in my entire life!!
"Hey sissy, Happy birthday to you!! I love you with all my heart and soul!" Georgia said laying on me
"Hahaha.get off of me, don't make me laugh" I said
"Your not spending your birthday like this sis" She said
I covered my face with a pillow
"And you most definitely have to get rid of the baby girl pillow" Georgia insisted
"Why? I-I can't! She wouldn't want that" I said
"Ugh give me a break! I know you love her. I do too she was my niece even though both of us haven't even met her before. But you can always have another baby, the right way at the right time" my sister said. Why was she so smart?
I snickered
"Maybe God didn't want you to have the baby. Maybe it was a sign" she said
*gasping*
"Omg!! Georgia!!" I yelled
"What?" She asked
I got up on the bed.
"I remember I was praying for forgiveness in the living room. I told God to take the baby out of me!!" I said crying
"Ooh, Well why would you do that!?" She asked

*crying*
"I didn't know! I didn't know he would answer! I was confused and scared to have a child on my own because mom my wasn't back, and I didn't think she would ever come back! I didn't know!" I said

Georgia gave me a huge
"It's okay Nevada. God knows why he did what he did" She said..

~He will wipe away every tear from their eyes and death shall be no more neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, no pain anymore for the former things have passed away~ Revelation 21:4