Chapter Six

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Toni's pov

We got breakfast and now we're at my office. I'm setting behind my desk and Cheryl's laying on the couch, on her phone. I'm doing my work when my personal phone rings. I grab it and see it's Fangs. I answer.

"What's up?"I ask

"We're having another party tonight. You and Blossom wanna come?"he ask

"Um. Let me ask"i said

"Baby. You wanna go to a party?"I ask Cheryl

She sets up and looks at me.

"I'm ok. You can go though"she said

I put the phone back up to my ear.

"Sorry Fangs we can't make it"i said

"It's fine. I'll talk to later"he said

I hang up and I see Cheryl standing by me looking at me with her arms crossed.

"What?"I ask

"I said you can go to the party"she said

"Your not going so I'm not going"i said

She leans down and kisses me. I pull her onto my lap so she's straddling me. She wraps her arms around my neck and grinds into me. She pulls away but our lips are close together.

"I love you"she said

"I love you more"i said

She kisses me and we all know what happened.

6 months later

Wow. I can't belive it's been a year already. Me and Cheryl have been dating for a year. Man that went by fast. She moved in with me about 3 months ago. It's been great. Today I planned on having a panic during the sunset. It's gonna be perfect. No I'm not gonna propose. Not yet anyway. I have everything ready. I just need to bring her there. I'll show you the set up.

(The set up^)

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(The set up^)

I got her some beautiful flowers, her favorite food. Which is strawberries, cherries, and salad. With some red wine.

Right now I'm on my way home to get her. Once I get there I go inside and go in our room.

"Come on babe"i said

She gets up and I peck her lips. We leave and I drive to the beach. Once we get there I help her out of the car and we walk.

"TT"she whined

She smiles at me and she pecks my lips.

"Your the best"she said

She grabs my hand and sits down. She takes the cherries out and eats one.

"I love you"i said

"I love you TT"she said

We eat and talk for a bit. Then we lay down watching the sunset. Then Cheryl starts to talk.

"I can just imagine us going to different countries. Having kids. Living our lives"she said with her head on my shoulder

"I like the first one. The kids no. By no i mean yikes. Absolutely not"i said playing with her hair

"Wait for real?"she ask

"Yeah. I'm not a parent type"i said

We stay quiet for the rest of the time.

Next day

Cheryl's pov

I'm going to Veronica's. I need her advice. Once I get there I knock and she answers.

"Hey Cher. What's up?"she ask letting me in

"Yesterday it was Toni's and I anniversary and we were talking and I brought up kids. She said she doesn't want any. What am I gonna do? I want kids. But she doesn't"i said

"You have to tell her"she said

"But we're in such a good place. I can't just ruin it"i said

"You have to tell her or you won't be living your whole life. You'll be living a lie"she said

"We should've talked about this awhile ago. What our wants are. This wouldn't be a problem if we did"i said

"It's gonna be ok. Maybe she'll change her mind"she said

"Hopefully. Thanks for helping. Talk to you later yeah?"I ask

"Yeah of course. Good luck"she said

"Thanks"i said

I leave and drive home. Ugh this is gonna be hard. Once I get there I go inside and go in our room where Toni is. She's setting on the bed against the headboard.

"Oh hey babe"she said looking up from her laptop

"Hey TT. We need to talk"i said setting in front of her

"No good conversation starts off with that"she said

"It's not bad. Hopefully"i said

"What's up?"she ask

"I want a baby. At some point in my life. I always dreamed of being a mom. And I was hoping you would also be the mom"i said

She looks at me and sighs.

"I don't want that. I never wanted to be a mom. Ever"she said

Tears start to come down my cheek.

"There's this void that I need to fill and that's with being a mom. Please Toni could you at least consider it?"I ask

"Absolutely not Cheryl. I'm not doing that. Never"she said

I continue to cry.

"Then what are we gonna do?"I ask

"Well I'll buy you a house and I guess I'll see you around"she said

I break down crying and she closes her laptop and setting it to the side.

"Come here"she said

I go closer to her and she kisses me. I kiss back and put my hand on her cheek. We pull away and lean our foreheads together.

"I'll just stay with Veronica and Betty. It's fine"i said

"You sure?"she ask. 

"Yes. I'll be fine"i said

"Ok"she said

"I'm so sorry Toni. I never wanted this to happen"i said

"It's ok. It's what you want"she said

"I love you"i said crying more

"Hey. I love you more. I always will"she said

"I'll go pack"i said

I get up and pack all my clothes. I put everything in my car and Toni's at the front door looking at me. I run to her and kiss her. She kisses me back holding me against her body. She pulls away but I try to go back for more. She holds my head against her chest. She kisses my head and I just cry.

"You take care of yourself"she said

She pulls away and kisses my forehead the turns me around and pushes me forward. I walk to my car and drive off. While driving I slam my fist into the steering wheel and cry. I drive to Veronica's and Betty's.

Toni's pov

I go inside and cry on my bed. That I once shared with the love of my life. Obviously I'm always gonna love her. Always.

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