Jade West x fem reader OS

love at first sight

"Please be nice."

I rolled my eyes. "How many times are you going to say that."

"I just want her to feel welcome," Beck defended himself.

Andrew put his arm around Beck. "We're not going to scare your cousin away, are we guys?"

Tori nodded in agreement.

"If she's hot, I'm sure as hell going to be very nice," Rex nagged. Beck screwed up his face. "I don't think dolls are her type."

"My brother has lots of dolls," Cat said cheerfully. "But some of them are creepy."

Except for a few concerned looks, Cat's statement was ignored.
We sat down at our usual table.

"When is your cousin coming?" asked Tori as she sat down.

Ugh why can't she even keep it down.
I slammed my food down on the table and gave Tori a hateful look.

"Any minute now." he replied a little nervously. "Please behave, I don't want her to think badly of you. She's like a sister to me."

"Yeah yeah we get it," Robbie grumbled.

I poked listlessly at my food. Today was a shitty day.

Beck turned around every three seconds to see if his cousin was there yet. I don't understand why he's so worried. She'll find her way here, won't she.

"Oh, there she is," Beck, who had better beside me, jumped up. Uninterested, I continued to poke at my food without turning around.

"Halllooo Beckk."
I paused briefly at the sound of the feminine, pleasant voice. She sounded attractive. And familiar. Incredibly attractive and familiar.

I pushed myself not to turn around but to continue staring at my food.

"Hello Y/N.," Beck greeted her.
Y/N. That's a nice name.

I could still hear them hugging each other.

A brief silence fell.
"Well guys, this is Y/N, my cousin."
Everyone turned to her as I continued to spear and drop my food.

I tried to block out everyone else's talk or I would probably completely freak out.
I know everyone thinks of me as taking my anger out on everyone. But I'm still pulling myself together. Really, I'm pulling myself together. But there's so much building up inside me that I think I'm choking on it.

It's better to give anger space and people to attack. If I would let my anger out completely, everyone would cry, like little babies. Everyone.

I felt Beck sit down next to me again. I still kept my gaze lowered.

"Hey.", i heard Y/Ns voice say.

I kept my head still lowered, but clutched my fork so tightly until my hand was completely red.

"Are you okay?"

Finally, I raised my head, ready to hiss at this girl to let her know she'd better leave me alone.

That's what I wanted to do. But as soon as our eyes met, the whole world stopped. I saw everything in her eyes. Like I'd known her before, for a long time. As if we had already spent a lifetime together. I saw orange sunsets, beige, clear beaches. At the same time, I smelled the scent of roses and sleep. Her eyes widened a bit, confused. So did mine, probably.

I had never believed such a thing. Like seeing someone, and being able to see their whole future in their eyes. I never believed I could see anything at all in anyone's eyes. Likewise, I always thought that love was something you only imagined. And I had never believed the myth of "love at first sight".