December 25,2014
It's christmas and my sister bought me a pregnancy test. Me and De'Kari decided to part ways after he was moving to Memphis and I still living in Atlanta, Clayco to be exact.
I cried when he left but he said he'll always come back to me because i'm his home and comfort but even homes needs maids to clean it up some time.
I took the test and it was POSITIVE I wasn't surprised. I had to drop the gang stuff I had a baby on the way now I couldn't continue to be getting shot at and running from the cops.
My uncles are very supportive sometimes I wonder why their sister couldn't be like this. What happened to her foreal. Some times I even wonder if she's alive.
I took my self on a self care date I need to go back to the old me the one with dreams the one who had a life the one who lived and breathe sunshine raindbows and lollipops.
Not the dark, drug addict, whorin, disgusting, the one who eat shit sleep breathe drugs cause that's not the Synai I know or the Synai this books knows I don't where I went but I'm going to find myself.
Through hell and High Waters
signed a determined Synai
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