𝐒𝐘𝐍𝐀𝐈 𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒

𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐄𝐍

November 16,2014

Synai Essence Layke

Me and De'Kari fucked for a second time. He was so gentle with my body I swear I love everything about that man the only thing is he has a girlfriend.

She was calling him as he was "making love" to me. I felt so damn dumb..after he was done I just showered and left him in the bed sleep.

That morning he blowed my phone up but I was ashamed of myself I couldn't believe I would ever do that.

Syrai held me as I cried about him to her she told my I should just go gay like her cause pussy is good her words not mines.

During school De'Kari was hugged up with his girlfriend who name is Des'Maraiah my home girl found it out for me. I should go slime her bitch ass out but I can't be mad that's her nigga not mines.

Me and De'Kari fucked again after school lord I just wish I can move on and say fuck him he deserves whatever but I can't something keeps bringing me back. I hope it ain't soul ties because i'm too young but I know I love him.

But how can I love someone if I wasn't even taught how to?

signed a confused Synai