Nightmare💫

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My Gosh!! That was all a nightmare! Thank God. It felt so freaking real!! I wiped my teary cheeks and went to freshen up. After getting ready, I opened the door only to find my mom outside, waiting for me with worry written all over her face. I gave her a confused look, before I could say anything she bombarded me with her questions. 

"Beta kya hua tum thik to hona? kal aake sidha room mein chali gayi thi? tumhari tabiyat to thik haina?"

Ohh Fuck!! 

Tha...that was real?? 

No no no, it can't be. It can't be God, it can't be.

"Beta bolo na!" 

I wrapped my all thoughts together putting them aside and spoke with a masked smile on my face.  "Haan mumma mein bilkul thik hu aap chinta mat kro, bas thak gai thi thodi isliye." 

"Par beta phone pr baat ki tab to tum thik thi"

"Par hospital jaane ke baad, mujhe acha feel nhi ho rha tha, isliye aa ke sidha so gayi thi." I spoke with a smile. 

"Phir thik hai beta" She took me in her arms , I hugged back seeking comfort in her embrace. "Aur Armaan kaisa hai?"

"He's recovering pretty well. He'll get discharged within 4-5 days. Doctor to parso discharge karne ko bol rhe the par uncle ne bola under observation rakhne ko...udhar diets and all follow krta haii, varna ghar aake nautanki shuru ho jati hai uski isliye."

"Chalo Shukr hai bhagwan ka bachha thik to haii... usse kehna jaldi thik ho jaaye, aunty uska favourite gajar ka halwa taiyaar rakhegi...aur tum bhi fresh ho jao tab tak mein nasta ready kar deti hoon." She went back to the kitchen and I sighed in relief. 

I closed the door and sat down against the door. All the thoughts started looming over my head.

It's true!!God!!

It did really happen. 

It's a nightmare, but a living nightmare! 

I was finally happy god!! Why this now?

I felt my heart getting ripped into pieces, once again. 

Why is it me always? Why me God?? What did I do to deserve this? Kya bigada tha maine kisi ka? Koi aur milta hi nhi hai aapko mere alawa? Where did I go wrong man! 

I guess, I was wrong from the start itself. My only mistake was falling for him. But the problem is I dunn regret Us. I would never.

Ha! Us!! As if there exists anything as Us. My subconscious mocked me.

Ya ya whatever!

The whole scene started to play once again in my mind.

Flashback::

I was about to head out of there when something unexpected caught my eye. And those were the two most precious persons of my life, breaking my trust and an already broken heart, altogether. 

Kartik and Aesha. 

Never have I ever thought in my nightmares, of them doing this to me. They both were walking side by side with his hand in the small of her back. They were very close.

Busy my foot!

And to make it worse, he kissed her forehead smiling happily at her, twisting the knife in my wounds. I couldn't bear that anymore. Don't mistake me for a jealous and overreacting girlfriend.

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