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Ruined
You left a mark on me
As much as I claim to be nobodies victim
You victimized me
Fighting my fears in my dreams
Your imprint of terror attacking me
Tearing princess pajamas , and clenching airways
You took the innocence
The girl I could have been
Gone in a flash
You opened windows
And slammed doors
You closed my childhood in a crate
And you burned it in front of my face
Waking up in cold sweats
Shivers in my spine
As your slick words
You fucking serpent
Slither all across my mind
Looking for safety reaching out
Just to find not a soul around
But your infliction wrapped around me
No matter how loud I scream
Nobody can hear a sound
See I've ran away
I've fought you back
I've prayed at night
And burned your name
But some fucking how
You seemed to stay
I hate your guts
I hate your face
I hate you in every way
And I'll never forget
Your favorite thing to say
You'll be beautiful one day
One day you'll fill in nice
And one day you'll be a chaser
But I'll have you first
Just wait and see
All that fear that you placed in me
And I promised myself I'd never be
Fearful of no man
Though everyone can see
I fear no....... man
But I fear the mark you left on me
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Rebirth
And once again a man made the attempt to victimize her .
Eyes a bit more open .
Slightly out spoken .
From friend to abuser .
To take her most prized possession and use it to castrate her being .
She chose to not be his victim .
In choosing to not be a victim , She made his actions less taboo in the eyes of others .
She regretted the fact her strength overshadowed his wrong doings .
It was not what broke her , but what created a tide in her soul that wouldn't cease .
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Take 2
She trusted him . Someone to cry to when the world seemed dark . She was so optimistic that it pooled over into those around her .
She attempted to see the world in fairytales and wished that it would stop the pain . It was a small fix . That carried her throughout her days .
Just for him to rip her apart , and assume she would allow the abuse .
Because her optimism was so wide and so strong . He felt he deserved forgiveness for his hideous actions .
And still she chose to never be a victim .
Now the walls of her room , dance with their shadows . And her mind sings their calling .
Nightmares orchestrated by the damned actions of her perpetrators.
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Unbreak me
PoetrySpeaking of being broken , as if it was glorious . As if the pain made you who you are . Because honey , it most certainly did. *** my first time posting . A series of poetry from different times in my life . Needs editing . Some words may be mispl...
