Lost in love // 5sos

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Michael POV:

I'm just an average teenage boy living in this messed up world trying to find my way, I have all of these people around me but nobody seems to understand what goes through my head and how I feel about certain people they all think I'm tough but in reality I am just an 16 year old boy trying to find my way in this big fucked up world. Mum wants me to get out and meet some new people who will be there for me not like the ones I hang around with now they are never there when I need them but I am always there for them it really should work both ways but I guess this is just life and how things work. I really should go out and get a job but what's the fun in that I want to do something with music it would be nice if someone actually believed in me and encouraged me to pursue my dreams but I guess things don't always go the way you want them to. I've been sitting here for the past half hour waiting for my so called 'friends' but I guess there not coming shows how much I mean to them now I do look like a real loser, mums right I need to get more friends who will be there for me no matter what happens with me and my family.

Calum POV:

I have the finals today I have to concentrate and focus on the game not about what others think of me, I am act like a popular jock but I'm not, if I'm completely honest with myself the whole team hates me and I don't know what I did wrong all I do is play and try to get along with them is it really that hard for them to accept me. Just because I have been given the biggest opportunity of my life I still don't know if I want to do it leaving my family for 6 months I mean come on I'm 16 and still trying to find my way in life wether I want to be a pro soccer player or go into music I love my music but I just don't know anymore. Everyone is pushing me to do soccer but they don't know I love music which I think might be better for me. This world can be so fucked up sometimes I just don't know what to think about and I don't know wether I am making right decision. Shit now dads yelling for me I don't even know what's going on out there I have been zoned out for so long I have no idea what's happening maybe I should go and see what he wants.

Ashton POV:

Moving again I wonder what this new town is going to be like, what are the people going to be like? Are they going to be arseholes like in the last town or are they actually going to be nice? But I really am hoping that mum will find someone and we can settle down and stay here because that's what Harry and Lauren really need is stability they think this is normal but it's not, they need a real role model in their lives not just me, they look up to me like a dad but they need someone who can be there more than what I am. I just need to deal with it right now and be the role model that they need and just be there for them mum and I are all that they have and we are their everything. Hopefully I will make some friends here and not just be an outcast again because I look like a freak that nobody wants to know about and because I love my music and you get siblings so much, yes I may be 17 but I don't enjoy going out and partying every night that's just not me I would rather stay at home and spend the night on the couch watching movies spending time with my family and enjoying who I am around and not getting on the piss every weekend.

Luke POV:

School sucks, older brothers suck, being an outsider suck always getting picked on especially for my green glasses. Why are kids so cruel? Why can't they be nice and keep their bad opinions to themselves? But I guess that's not how things work in life they say everything happened for a reason so I guess that's why kids pick on other kids, but if Ben and Jack, if they don't fucking leave me alone I'm going to snap I'm at breaking point with them, I could just snap at them right now. But I have to keep my cool especially since we're at a family get tighter he's my cousin is talking to me but I have no idea what it's about so I should just nod and smile like I know what's going on as I go back to thinking about music and keeping my mind off of how boring this is. Shit, I hope he didn't just ask me a question because I have no idea what to say. Ugh Ben fuck off mate, there no need to hit me just because you know I'm not listening.
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