Ashwin directly went to his room . He looked for her shawl and finally the duputta which he had always been fantasised is established now .
He took her shawl , switched off all the lights and sat on his bed .
Thinking about the duputta and her eyes , he smiled . Bringing the duputta close to his nasal area , he inhaled it as if , its his only medication for now .
He chuckled , " Apove avlo possessiveness ah ? Nalavela kiss panala " he smiled through tears .
He wiped his tears and smiled , " kudichitu enalam pesina aniku ? "
" Ok the next time we meet , just let me be drunk and you stay sober , I dont mind being dumb infront of you " he wiped his continuous stream of tears .
" Azhuda , bayandha weakness nu nenachitu irunden , but you showed what is real strength is " he closed his eyes .
The very first time , when she denied to address him Sir , their unofficial meet at a store , she handed him the avacado , how she followed him to restroom , the beautiful days when he spent time her during first bullet shot , how he was petrified when she was abducted , not to forget their first intimate moment at her home .
Ashwin opened his eyes not to think further more ,
He headed towards his washroom to take bath . Switching on his bluetooth speakers , he took bath towel .
He rotated the shower nob clockwise and closed his eyes to relax under the water .
Nee en ulaga azhagiyae
Unnai poloruthi illaye
Edhuvum innum marakkavaillayae
Ohohoo… ohoho…..
He visualised her beautiful face which everytime lied that it hated him , never , it didnt hate him , infact loved him for years .
Oor thoongum naeram dhinandhorum
Andha mottaimaadi sandhippellaam
Aaaa.. vaendum vaendum
Nadakkadhaa meendum
He earned to see her , to be with her , to comfort her , to lay a shoulder for her to slump and relay on , hug her , kiss her and what not ? He cant get over that one balcony night with her . How can he survive after knowing the reciprocation of deepest feelings from her side ?
Thooridu naeram saalai oram
Un dhuppataavai suthikondum
Uuuu.. andha eeram
Kidaikaadhaa meendum
He still remember hugging the duputta to himself after his dad passed away which gave him utmost comfort at difficult times . " Will he able to hold the owner of his comforter ? "
( He meant her duputta as a comforter , here comforter means the blanket and also a supporter )
Pogaadhey endru unnai kenji
Kaetadhum
Nee pona pinbu naan
Pudhaindhadhum…
He couldnt voice out anything today . Does it mean he is ready to leave her ? Cant she hear his plea through his behaviour ? atleast through the eyes which always held them together ?
Innum maraka villayae
Hrudhayam marakkavillaye
Eduvum innum marakkavillaye
Ooohoo.. oohoohoo..
He knew that he is never gonna leave her but wasnt thinking in all senses on how to get back her .
Nee en ulaga azhagiyae
Unnai pol oruthi illayaee
Edhuvum innum maraka villayae
Ooohoo.. ohooo..
Nee en ulaga azhagiyae
Unnai pol oruthi illayaee
Edhuvum innum maraka villayae
Ooohoo.. ohooo..
