Everyday constantly repeated itself. I wake up, go to school, do my schoolwork and sleep. Im not the weird girl anymore, I'm kinda popular now. But.. I'm still lonely, I just get praised by the other classmates but still, I had no friends. Gulia and I tried to be friends, but it somehow never worked out. One of us would always start a nonsensical fight. This only happened after she started dating ray, her boyfriend. If I even wanna call him that anymore. He's been treating her horrible. He even left her once because of some cheeky rumors. I mean they're a "couple" again, but only because gulia is head over heels in love with this douchebag. I miss her, I truly did. We used to be a couple ourselves too, but it was the typical "right person wrong timing" cliche. I wish gulia would leave him one day.. but that might be another dream of mine.
So I sat in my seat, like any other day and doodle things in my notebook. Mostly things that I can't quite express in words but they seem somehow more logical when I draw them.
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First, it's me. Hating on school and everything in it (How iconic) Graveyards.. I know I shouldn't focus on isis nor gonner but thinking about them makes me feel save. Those stupid bats are just some monsters that I made up in my head. They don't have names but they just seem like two bloodsucking lunatics ...since when am I using the word lunatic? Great, now I'm copying gonners slang. I have issues. But.. the most important thing is isis crown in the picture. After she disolved, the only thing that was left was her crown. And I kept it ever since. I was determined that I could give it to her one day but I'm just acting silly. School seemed longer than usual. It's like time stands still. Not in a great way ugh. I'm stuck in maths class with my last favorite teacher, and it even started to rain. I don't mind rain, but it was like a half hurricane for some reason. It's mid summer and we barely have any sunny days. Atleast my flowers like the weather... Ughhh.. I disconnected once in class and had visions about my past life. Mostly isis. Of course isis, what a great timing to think about her. I tried to concentrate on my teacher again but it didn't seem to work well. So I just went with it. I really miss her voice. It was so soothing and soft... I stayed like this for a while and I heard my teacher say my name "Dixie Grim?" The old witch mumbled While looking at me disappointed I just looked at her in pure embarrassment and stuttered "S-Sorry!" I noticed how half of the class was looking at me now. It was really embarrassing and I turned fiery red She continued "Eyes on me, and stop drawing those silly little cartoons" This made me so mad oh my god.
But I had to keep my calm.
She's just a stupid teacher, I shouldn't feel attacked by her that's exactly what she wants me to feel.
Oh well, atleast math class was over and I could finally go home. But all of a sudden my head started to hurt.. It was crazy ass pain. Almost unbearable, so I decided to just seek a doctor later if it won't go away. But the closer I came to my house, the more and more painful it got....
