Kurt Cobain//L.H. *DISCONTINUED*

0.7

I never told anyone this, but I used to self harm. When Luke left me without saying anything, I was depressed. I didn't eat for days, and I just stayed in my room every time.

*flashback*

"Hey! Look, it's a dog!" He said as he chased it. I wasn't very fond of the idea of chasing random dogs, especially because I'm afraid of them.

"Luke don't! Please stop!"

"Cmon Mandy, they're harmless!"

"But, I don't want them! You know how scared I am from dogs."

"I'll protect you, I promise." He took my hand, and together, we walked closer to the dog and that's how I overcame my fear.

"Ugh," I couldn't sleep, this happened almost every time I tried to rest and it's annoying me so much.

I stood up and went to my medical cabinet, looking for some pills that will help me sleep. But instead, I found a small package that was placed close to my razors, I looked at it, I knew exactly what it was, and I thought about something.

"You're a worthless piece of shit"

"Go away, nobody wants you here"

"Go kill yourself."

I guess I should, my best friend isn't here anymore. No one will protect me from the people that bully me now.

I stared at the little rectangular package and contemplated whether I should do it or not.

I unwrapped the paper and took the blade that was placed inside, seeming happy to have a way of letting my feelings out.

"Shh, don't listen to them, Mands, you're perfectly fine. They're just jealous because you actually have families and friends."

Water started flowing out of my eyes,
No one wants me here, I thought.

I put the blade over my wrist, ready to slice them. My hand kept shaking and I was thinking about it again, my family wouldn't be happy if they knew I did this. My friends would be disappointed in me. But my only friend left me, so that's one down, one to go.

I cut my wrist, seeing blood flowing through out of it. I felt relieved, It made me feel fresh.

I loved the feeling of cutting, it made me feel like I'm still here. It made me feel pain.

And I don't care what people will think of me,

No one wants me here anyways.

...
Hi! I have school tomorrow and wtf no one likes school.

And so yeah this is a flashback from when Luke left Mandy.

It's not the best, but I hope you still liked it!

And idk if I should continue this because I see people reading this but not voting or sending feedback to me.
I'm not being demanding, but I just wanted to get more feed back on how you like or hate this story because I feel like this is stupid.

Anyways! Bye!