Its been a week since I found out about Amber and a week since I last spoke to Andy. Ive been ignoring him and he hasnt quite given up. He's tried several times to break my silence. I moved onto the last dish to wash it when I heard someone walk in. I knew who it was since Oliver was out with Sam and Chelsea is at Tyler's. I continued what I was doing like he hadnt walked behind me. I could feel him towering over me, looking at me. "are you going to talk to me today?" I gave a silent reply, I finished and walked around him. "Kenadee this is bullshit!" I heard him yell, I stopped and turned. "No, this isnt bullshit, you know what is bullshit though?" I walked to him till there were only a few feet between us. "whats bullshit is that you couldnt wait for the mother of your children, the one you said you loved and married. we had vows Andy! in sickness and in health! do you remember that? now that, that is bullshit."I went to the door that led outside to the pool. As soon as I grabbed the handle he spoke. "you dont know what it was like Kenadee, I was so alone. I felt like I had no one when I needed you. If you hadnt gone on that drive that night none of this would of happened!" "and if you werent so stupid you wouldnt of gotten caught cheating! if your gonna do it so much atleast TRY to hide it from me!" "I WAS DRUNK!" "YOU STILL DID IT! THAT PHOTO IS STUCK IN MY HEAD AND ITS GOING TO BE FOREVER BECAUSE OF YOU! THIS IS YOUR FAULT, NOT MINE!" it was silent. His facial expressions read hurt but mainly anger. I stormed past him and up the stairs to our room. I haven't been in here since I found out about her, I went to the closet and grabbed a suitcase from the top shelf. I threw it on the bed with a few others as Andy walked in. "what are you doing?" "what does it look like?" I piled my clothes in the bags then moved to everything else. "Kenadee, please dont do this" "ive already made up my mind, theres nothing you can do about it." I closed the bags and put them on the floor so I could pull them on their wheels. Andy stood infront of me to block my way. "i cant lose you again" I looked up at him, he had tears coming down his cheeks. Some part of me wants to stay and hold him close, i still love him of course. Then the other half of me wants to continue on my way, I cant stay here with him. not like this. I maneuvered around him and went downstairs and out the door. I loaded the car and drove off. I wasnt sure if id be welcomed to the place I was headed but I couldnt go anywhere else. I dialed the number in my phone and listened to the continuous beeping for them to pick up. "Kenadee?" they finally answered "hey, I was wondering if I could come over? to catch up and such" "no you dont, whats wrong?" I sighed, I shed a few tears aswell. "I need help Ben"
