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Chapter 04
Photograph : Horrific Exhilaration

   Holyfuckohfuckimfuckedwhatwhatismylife,,,' He cries out in his head

      Cale Henituse doesn't think the world is on his side. Rather, it was against him, for some unknown reason. It was never a secret that the Gods never had once loved him, all they ever gave him was luxury yet not an ounce of love was there— they would there him the cruelest fate beyond whatever they could give to abnormal human being... HOWEVER it did not mean they had to go far by making him meet his old childhood best friend and crush - in the most painful possible way, ever.

Although he had waited long for his arrival, it still did not settle right for him - to suddenly realise, that this was the same guy he had a crush on back then when he was still in his light up sketchers phase. Gosh, somewhat an embarrassment.

    Cale Henituse, for the last time, grumbles in hatred. Not to the people but to himself. Because what type of fucking— ugh, he is pretty sure that guy doesn't even remember him.

Even if he said Cale looked familiar, he will not be able to see clearly unless someone gives him a picture of them or something—which actually gives Cale a thinking.

Does... is it wrong to be hopeful he does? I mean— it doesn't matter if my feelings would not get reciprocated. After all, Cale sighs and stabbed the cake subconsciously, nobody truly liked nor cared for me. Even that old hag does it because of obligation. However, Paseton and... little Rok Soo had genuine emotions towards me.

  Ah, Paseton Whail. He is a twenty-seven year old male with attractive features, sometimes, people mistake him as a girl—especially when he wears casual clothing, that is one of his worst peeves.

He is a nurse at Rowoon Northern Hospital, and also Witiria's brother.

Paseton and Cale personally met at their universities' programme, one was to perform a club presentation whilst the other was asked to do the camerawork.

Cale didn't really know why he was requested in the first place, but it had come as a thought that it should be an experience—he begrudgingly went along. Along those lines, he met Paseton when they finished representing - the two got with pros and cons, definitely cons at first.

    After all, no one would like to greet a sassy photographer who looked like he hadn't had any sleep for the pass weeks. Well- that is what exactly happened back then. No could blame him having to stay up and write three thesis and four essays—then make a DIY project of the world and explain what the hell is beautiful in it.

Their relationship was built on getting acquainted with each other, which was probably the best part of their relationship. Cale acknowledged the fact that it was nice to date someone like Paseton but their relationship of romance was quite dispensable and unneeded as at the cessation of the day, it ended with a few words of plain heartbreak.

     Well, not literally. It went like a simple greet, a few words about what they mentally conceived then bam, broke up and became friends instead.

    Plain-speaking, it was a first time thing for the both of them and, proudly Cale thinks, they handled it well.

    But to be honest... Cale rests his cheeks on his palm subconsciously as he looks at to where Kim Rok Soo was, squished between the surprise party planner and the one who was surprised with a party. He looks happy, not that he looks like it but you could see something sparkling. The youthful redhead blew a raspberry as his locks moved from the breeze, I really... do not mind that I will... not become close to him.