Opposites

5

TW self harm and mentions of homophobic slurs

Billie's POV

"Hey you okay?" I asked Moe after I found her crying in the back of the school

"Yeah I'm fine" she wiped her tears and stood up from the ground

"Then why were you crying?"

"I said I'm fine Billie I don't need your pity so just go away" she grabbed her skateboard

"Wait"

"What?"

"Here" I passed her a white rose then went up to her and hugged her "feel better" I waved then got on my bike and left

Moe's POV

I was very confused by why Billie gave me a rose, I thought nothing of it and threw it away before going home, the last thing I need is someone feeling bad for me after I got beat up by Derrick and his group of assholes including him. Once I got home I want straight to my room, locking my door then grabbed my box. I opened the box and pulled out one of the razor blades inside, I pulled up my sleeve and made a cut on my wrist but got a call right in the middle of it, I grabbed a cleanex from my tissue box In my room and put it on my wrist so it can absorb the blood then I picked up my phone and answered a call from my mom.

"Hi mom"

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3rd person

For the next few weeks Moe has been finding flowers in her locker, or Billie would physically hand her roses but Moe would just throw them away. Billie noticed that Moe was distancing herself away from Billie and Moe wouldn't talk to her anymore.

Moe felt like Billie was being annoying and stalker-ish, following her around like a lost puppy. She felt that she nedded time away from Billie, and a break from her flower as gifts since she thought it was weird.

Billie's parents noticed that Billie spends a lot more time in the garden picking out flowers daily, with a big smile on her face when she found the perfect one to pick obviously to give to someone but they don't know who.

Moe's POV

Derrick got back with Hannah after that small fight, but Derrick still bothers Billie on the daily, so does Hannah. They're toxic as hell but they act like they haven't broke up like a thousand times and did things to make each other jealous, this ongoing cycle is stupid as shit and they need to leave each other alone for good.

"Sup faggot" Hannah pushed me against the wall, but yet nobody did shit about it just stood there, like always. The school doesn't care about people like me, if they did they would try to help me in my situations but they ignore it and act like we don't exist. I fucking hate it here and I hate life itself, it's just a waste of time.

"Hello" Billie said sitting next to me in class but I didn't say anything just put my head down

"You okay?" She asked again but I kept my head down "Moe?"

"Please leave me alone Billie"

"..sorry"

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Billie's POV

Moe has been ignoring me but I'm not sure why, my parents have been forcing me to take my antidepressants and other medications while they're watching, they make me more energetic so I tend to be annoying without realizing it. I really don't want her to think of me as annoying since I really like her and went to be friends with her, but I don't think she wants that no matter how hard I try to catch her attention, we haven't made it official that we're friends or at least I think we are but she keeps pushing me away, what did I do wrong?

Sorry short chapter, I tend to think a lot about what I'm going to do later in books, so it makes it hard for me to write without feeling like I'm rushing it.😅

Any thoughts or predictions so far?🤔