Opposites

11

"What's the password" Billie said after she came up to me and covered my eyes with her hands from behind

"Weed"

"Wrong but random" she let go of my eyes and gave me a weird look

"What I like smoking weed?" I shrugged closing my locker

"I know you're not good at hiding it" she sprayed perfume on me

"What the fu- you're lucky it smells good" we walked out of the school and headed home on foot.

"Sooo do you want to talk about my birthday?"

"No"

"Why not I had an amazing time with you?"

"Don't you think we might've made a mistake Billie?"

"Um no why do you think I let you take my virginity if I made a mistake?"

"That's the problem, I feel like I made that mistake because I'm a player, I'm not the right person, I'm not your special someone that you're supposed to do that with"

"But you are my special someone I'm so confused"

"I'm a dick, I sleep with women then I leave and I don't want you to feel that way because we're not together Billie"

"I still don't get what you're saying, if I don't regret it then what's the problem?"

"I'm saying we made a mistake, I made a mistake I should've stopped myself"

"So you didn't like it?" Her eyes filled with tears

"That's not what I'm saying Billie I just think you deserved some one better than me"

"But I didn't want anybody else I wanted you" she sniffled wiping a tear

"I had a great time with you I did believe me, but it's just not right I don't want to break your heart"

"Well I think you already broke it" she walked away up to her house which wasn't far from where we walked

I sighed and went home myself .

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"Stop I'm sorry" I told gabriela as she sucked my dick in her car

"You okay?" She asked wiping her mouth

"Yeah I just have a lot of shit on my mind it's not you I promise" I pulled up my pants "I could go down on you instead?"

"No I just rather talk what's going on with Moe is it a girlll" she teased

"..yeah"

"Who is it?"

"I think you know"

"Hannah"

"Hell to the fuck no"

"Billie?"

"..yeah it is"

"What happened you guys aren't friends anymore?"

"No we are it's just complicated"

"Complicated how?"

"...Itookhervirginity" I say quickly barley making out what I said

"Say it slower I barley caught that" she rolled her eyes

"I took her virginity"

"Wow Moe sleeps with virgins now since when?"

"Shut up"

"How'd you feel?"

"Like I made a mistake, I really bad mistake, don't get me wrong the sex was great but I felt like I used her you know, because I knew I was just going to go onto the next girl"