Opposites

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Moe's POV

I stared at my pregnant girlfriend sitting on the couch with her eyes glued on the TV, she was wearing a cropped tank top with her cute little baby bump hanging out, she had on grey sweats and her now long blonde hair was rested on her shoulders. Her skin was glowing, pregnancy glow definitely wasn't a myth, then again Billie's skin has always been amazing. She was eating some vegan Ice cream after some workouts we did, she reminded me of a child, she was adorable.

"What?" Billie asked while wiping some ice cream on the side of her lip

"You're beautiful"

"Stoppp" she blushed and hit my chest "no I'm not" she mumbled

"Yes you are" I cupped her cheek and kissed her lips which tasted like vanilla

"I love you"

"I love you more" I kissed her lips again

"I can't wait to our little girl to be born" she smiled rubbing her bump

"Me too I'm excited" I kissed her belly making her giggle

"What do you think we should name her?"

"I'm really not sure what are you thinking?"

"...Janay"

"That's beautiful"

"You think so?"

"Hell yeah"

"Janay" she repeats with a smile "I like the way it sounds"

"Then it's perfect my love" I kissed her head "you still having those hallucinations?"

"No..I've been taking my meds"

"That's great Billie I'm so proud of you for improving, I know it's hard but just know I'm always here my love"

"You promise?"

"I promise"

_________

3 months later

"Good morning dad Good morning mom" I kissed my parents on the cheek

"Morning sweetie I made you breakfast" my mom said

"Thanks mom" I say kind of out of breath holding my bump of nine months, it's been pretty exhausting, my back hurts, my boobs are sore, I haven't been getting much sleep staying up studying, I'm in college now, my classes are easy for me because I was homeschooled, my parents knew I was different.

dangerous.

They never let me have pets, or friends, but they loosened up when I was diagnosed with depression. So they finally let me socialize with other kids and I was truly bored but wanted to make my parents happy so I went along with acting like a normal child even though I hated it. Suddenly something in me snapped and I would hurt other kids and blame it on self defense. That brought me joy. I was diagnosed with border line personality disorder, intermittent explosive disorder, bipolar disorder, and I was put on a new type of medication.

I hated it

I begged my parents for years to let me go to high school so I can socialize and be an actual teenager. That was a lie, I always knew I was different, I didn't like making friends or socializing that's why I only have 2, my best friends Zoe and Drew but I love them though. I only begged my parents to go because I was looking for someone to possibly minipulate and take my first kill. I was good at manipulation and convinced this girl in the mental hospital to sneak and jump off the roof, then I convinced a guy to slit his wrist and he bled out and died. My plans for high school were all thrown out the window when I first laid eyes on Moe, that's the first time I fell in love, the first time I thought about sex, or having kids, or partying and getting drunk, the first time I felt alive. So I convinced her to join me, and she agreed.

I have to admit after the mental hospital people hated me for no reason, so I stabbed someone in the hand with a knife I stole, turns out the girl had a lot of friends and the bullying only got worse when the nurses were distracted. I was tourcherd and later diagnosed with ptsd. The nurses didn't care when they ended up getting caught hurting me or trying to hurt me, because I put them through hell, because I made a lot of noise and kept them up all night with my screaming trying to break out of my straight jacket.

All night

I'm happy now and finally free, I'm just stressed out, I'm so lucky and so grateful I have my family and Moe's family helping me out while we're in school. I know it's all going to be worth it in the end because I know I'm strong and I'm going to push through, if not me, for my daughter.

"How was the food?" My mom asked

"Delicious" I stood up and held my back in pain while walking over to the sink to wash my plate

"Uhh Billie?" I heard my mom say

"What is it?"

I turned around and she pointed to they ground, I looked down then I saw what she was looking at.

"Oh shi-"

A/n

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