Moe 17 and Intersex has a hard time making it through high school due to being heavily bullied, bullied so bad to the point that she's having suicidal thoughts, and struggles with self harm. Billie 16, female, transferred a couple of month's ago to...
TW Sexual harassment and Mentions of the N word, self harm and suicide thoughts
Moe's POV
"Did you hear about ole white girl that just transferred?" DJ asked me while we walked through the school halls
"Nah who?"
"I think her name was Bailey- no Bil-Billie that's her name..I think"
"Nigga stop playing if you don't know maybe ask?"
"Nahh I'm good"
"Whatever" I chuckled and opened my locker to put my stuff inside then the bell rang
"See you stupid" He dapped me
"See ya bozo" I closed my locker only to be pushed against it
"Oops didn't see you there" Hannah laughed and walked away with her friends, I sighed and threw my bag over my shoulder. Hannah used to be my best friend since kindergarten through freshmen year of highschool, I started catching feelings for her so I confessed but she told me she had gotten a boyfriend, which they're always on and off. Her boyfriend hated me and then one day she started bulling me for no reason, she even pulled down my pants showing everyone that I had a dick, which was my biggest secret that only she knew about, now everybody knows.
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During science we were assigned a project and I needed a partner, DJ and I have all classes together but two which sucked ass because he's my only friend in this school after all of my friends left me for Hannah. We had to choose our partners but either people hate me in this class or I don't know them. I'm not usually the social type so I didn't know how to talk to people so It was really awkward, Instead I went to my teacher for advice. She assigned me with this girl, she had short blonde hair, blue eyes, and was wearing a skeleton hoodie with a crop top underneath, a skirt, and converse. She was beautiful.
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"Hi I'm Billie what's your name?" She asked with a smile
"...Moe"
"That's a really nice name..I'm Billie...I just said that didn't I? I'm sorry"
"It's fine"
"So what are we doing today?"
"Designing a solar oven"
"Oh cool...how do you do that?"
"I'll show you"
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"I like books and mermaids what are you into?" She asked me after we were working on our design
"I don't know"
"You don't talk much do you?"
I shrugged my shoulders
"That's okay I still like you" she laid her head on my shoulder allowing me to embrace her strong vanilla scent. After a while of designing I heard light snores and realized she had fallen asleep on me, I thought It was cute so I finished the design on my own and the teacher went around collecting them. The bell rang and everybody gathered their stuff and left, so I lightly shook Billie to wake her up.
"Sorry" she rubbed her eyes then grabbed her bag and we both walked out
"Wussup stupid" DJ said
"Wussup bozo" I dapped him
"What's with the little white girl?"
"That's Billie you dumbass" I hit him in the head
"Ow my bad"
"See ya" I told Billie
"Bye" she said in almost a whisper looking down at her feet
I don't know but she reminds me of a s small child in a cute way, the way she doesn't shut up, then goes completely silent around people she's not comfortable with.
Billie's POV
"Aye wussup new girl" a guy cornered me against the lockers
"Derrick what are you doing" another guy asked
"Just messing with my new meat" he gave me an air kiss before walking away leaving me confused about what he meant by new meat?
I went to my next class and Saw that Moe was also in that class, but she sat next to the guy she was talking to earlier. I sat in the back of the class kind of disappointed but even more disappointed when that boy Derrick sat in a chair next to me. I felt uncomfortable the whole time when he was whispering dirty words in my ear and placed his hand on my thigh, I tried to move it but he grabbed my chin when the teacher wasn't paying attention.
"Don't run away from me doll you know you like it"
"N-no" I felt tears forming into my eyes
"Just admit it you want me?" He whispered in my ear looking back at the teacher making sure she's not paying attention and slipped his hand up my skirt. "You want me to fuck that pretty little pussy of yours till it turns pink?"
"N-no"
"You shouldn't be walking around with your titties out like that you look like a slut no wonder why I thought you wanted me"
"W-what?"
"Stop stuttering you dumb bitch"
"I-I'm s-sorry" I hiccupped wiping my tears
"Derrick let's switch spots" Moe said while walking over here
"No" he said
"Get the fuck up and move" she said
He looked over at me then grabbed his stuff muttering something under his breath before moving to a different spot.
"You okay?" She asked and I shook my head on while still trying to wipe my tears with my sleeve
"C'mere" she pulled me into a hug and stroked my hair which comforted me
"T-thank you"
"Don't worry about it beautiful"
When she called me that I got butterflies immediately and I stopped crying.
Moe's POV
I was kicked in the stomach again before Derrick and his friends left after jumping me after school on my ride home on my skateboard, Derrick was mad that I literally saved Billie from his plan to get back at his ex which so happens to be Hannah again. Every time they break up, they go find a girl or a guy to make each other jealous until they want each other back. It's completely toxic and even though I think Billie's kind of weird, I won't let her be apart of any of it. She's sweet and innocent, I know he'll end up doing something bad to her, I've seen the bruises on Hannah, and his exes, and side bitches, no matter how hard they tried to hide it. I know for damn sure they all came from the same man, and that man is Derrick.
I got up from the ground In pain and walked the rest way home, my parents were out on a trip so It was just me and my older brother, but he's in college so it was just me. I went up to my room and took a shower, then patched up the cuts and bruises. My mom came home and offered my dinner but I denied as usual, I know my parents try to help me get better, but my depression keeps getting worse, till the point where I've lost a lot of weight from not eating, I've cut myself, I've cried thinking about the ways I want to end my life. I just can't do it anymore, I don't wanna be here anymore, I'm tired of the bullying, I'm tired of people pretending like they care. Because they don't. Sometimes I think my own parents hate me.
