𝗛𝗢𝗘𝗦 𝗡𝗘𝗘𝗗 𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘 𝗧𝗢𝗢💦

Chpt 15

         

              Chapter 15

               Janay's pov

  The fact that Sharon knew where I live and have came here twice now did not sit well with me, I was worried for me and my child's safety- I honestly don't trust her and I think it's better to cut off all connections with the twins. I know they may have been pressed to act but the more I think about the situation the more I feel betrayed.

  Before the police came that morning a woman from the apartment agency came, she told me that Zahaire had called and they had spoken about certain issues. We walked to the living room window where she pointed to the end apartment to the right.

  "The occupants are moving out soon and Mr. Zunervy has asked for it, so that is why I am here and to also explained some privacy methods you can use to keep away unwanted visitors," she explained.

  She leaves when the police arrives. They merely look around the place and ask me a few questions once I told him that I had no knowledge of the trust fund until a care handler at the orphanage asked me about it. They left soon after and when my bundle of joy went to sleep I began packing.

  A moving truck came the next day to the apartment at number fourteen and the day after a cleaning and repair crew went there, I saw the woman that had came to talk to me directing a group of painters and by the end of the week the apartment looked brand new.

  I was surprised when she called and told me she was coming with a moving truck early the next morning and when she came she helped to pack and direct the move. Sharrie was extremely quiet about everything and it peaked my curiosity that she was so calm throughout all that was happening. It felt different to be sleeping in a different house just a few metres away, but I was glad to have more privacy. We could sit outside at the side of the apartment that had no neighbors only flowers and trees. It's a pity we will have to stay in and watch our surroundings I thought sighing.

I cooked dinner when I knew Sharrie would be home and we ate, then I dropped her off at her night job and went back home. I got everything me and my baby would need for the night, then went upstairs to my room. I tidy her, fed her and play with her until she was sleepy I rocked her gently to sleep.

  After putting her on the bed I did some work online, a successful hour later I went to shower with a huge grin on my face. I would have a large percentage to collect the next forth night, I felt in a good mood as I got ready for bed. I went on wattpad and saw that 𝙇𝙖𝙩𝙩𝙮𝙨𝙬𝙚𝙚𝙩𝙨 had published a new book 𝙒𝙖𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙙 and I clicked on it.

  I wonder what goes through this author's mind and if she has probably been through some of what she writes. There is so much things that I could relate to in one way or another and her stories are so unique they pull you in and help you identify things you may not have been visualizing.

  I sighed as tears flow down my cheeks while I read the second chapter of the book, I place my phone on the night table and close my eyes thinking about the female in the book. I looked into myself and I questioned who I was and where I was going, what are my plans for the future and my long term goal of majoring in business administration and finance corporation.

My thoughts were filled with me and my babygirl, but it's like I couldn't see beyond college. I shook myself and scold my weary thoughts, I replace them with positive thoughts such as that I can get a great paying job and I will save and I will live my best life. Those were my thoughts before I fall asleep.

  Ms. Bloomfield was the name of the person who had taken Sharon to court and I spun looking at the television just in time to see her, it was her the librarian- she didn't even look as if she had age. A sudden memory flash across my mind of when I was leaving the orphanage, I had look towards the library thinking how I was leaving my place of solace and there she stood at the door and she blew me a kiss then wave.

I had smile sadly feeling scared of where I was going.

Sharrie came home while I was doing my online job, she took Ajanay and went upstairs and they did not return when I break to grab a bite in the afternoon. I made a fresh bottle of feed and went upstairs to find Sharrie fast asleep on a blanket in the living room, a shitty diaper on the floor a short distance away and I ran to where a small sound came from down the hallway in her room.

Ajanay had one of her toys playing with, I watched her for a while as she crawled on her knees about. Sharrie is going to be surprised that she had awoken and crept so far away from her, I took out my phone and video a sleeping Sharrie and then my baby.

I then took the shitty diaper and Ajanay to my room and bathe her, we wpuld have to pay more attention to her she was moving about and at this pace she will be walking soon. I gave her- her formula and she drank it off and went to sleep, she must have awaken a long time and has been roaming about. I look at the stairway she had passed and my blood ran cold.

That very evening I went and bought her a bed, then after setting it up and fixing the room with comforts for her and us I took Sharrie to work. On my way back Diamond calls.

"Hey hun."

"Girl, I did not know you are so terrible. Sleeping with Zahaire, is that why you haven't been calling me or anything? You just dropped me like I am some trash friend, I really just have to finally call you and tell you how much of a hoe I think you are," she questioned, stated, cursed saying and then end the call.

"Oh shit!" I said jamming on the breaks just in time before hitting into a parked car along the roadway.

  It was a a good thing I wasn't driving fast, Ajanay began to cry and I parked and took her out from her seat. I fed her juice and water but she did not want them, I shook her for a while until she stopped crying and then had to drive home with her at the steering wheel because I could not get her to stay in the babyseat.

I pushed Adajay's accusing words away from my mind and attend to her until she fell asleep, I thought carefully before calling Diamond.

"Tsk," she answered hissing her teeth.

   I didn't owe her anything or an explanation, but I guess she had been a really good friend- my only friend. "I thought you were smart enough to realize that Zahaire seeing me at the exotic club that evening would more or less have some kind backlash. If you were as good as the friend you say you are how come you hadn't realize that something was not right with me? I can't say that he really force or blackmail me now that I think about it, it is me that had give in to him too easily. I know I don't tell you everything, but me wanting to leave home and have a life of my own must have made you wonder why. How does that make me a hoe? I have a child for him and I've been going through so much, I don't have to tell you my business and you've not been a good friend." I end the call then cried.

  I went to bed feeling robbed, depressed and anxious.

"I lost my day job yesterday, a woman I know from back home has started working there a short while and she began to say things about me. They were not true and I got angry and slapped her, we began to fight and I was fired," Sharrie explained telling me.

"I'm very sorry you lost your job but I hope you beat the shit out of her," I told her.

  She sighed and asked saying. "Do you have your passport? My dad wants me to come and visit after I get my visa."

"Oh! Yea- yes I do, my dad Oliver had gotten it for me so we could go on family vacations-" I stopped realizing I was blabbering and sighed.

"Ok that's good, you'll need to get Ajanay's," she said with a far off smile.

To be continued....