My One And Only (Dkbk) (On Hiatus)

White Room

Chapter 7

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Katsuki's Pov

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White...

That is all I saw as I opened my eyes after what felt like a minute.

Ugh... too bright...

I looked to my left and saw Mina sleeping there with bags under her eyes, and some dried up tear streaks with her makeup running down her cheeks.

What...happened...?

I heard the sound of a door opening, and I looked in the direction it came from to see a doctor walking into the room and looking at me.
"How is it going?" She smiled at me and went to sit down on the chair next to the bed.
"...Good? I guess..." I reply in complete confusion.
"How'd I get here?" She looks at me, then smiles slightly and looks over to Mina.
"She brought you in here crying." I looked to Mina again to see her slowly begin to wake up.
"...Hey..." She jumped up immediately at the sound of my voice and looked over at me, tears already rolling down her soft cheeks.

"Katsuki...?" I smile at her, and she runs over to me, giving me a tight embrace, one that I could not get out of, even if I tried. I hug her back and look at the doctor, who is smiling, too. Mina soon lets go and wipes her tears. She looks at me with this serious face, and I think she is just about to cry again she -
"You son of a bitch! You can't do that shit to me! I actually thought I lost you! You bastard pomeranian!" Scolds me...

"Mina...w-what did I do...?" I look at her questionly, and she sighs while looking away. The doctor then pipes up.
"Sorry to say this, but you cut through a vein... You lost a lot of blood, so we had to transfer blood to you and use my quirk to quicken your healing process. You will be slightly drowsy from the side effects, but overall, you are fine and safe to go home, though do be careful with knives...they are quite dangerous..."

Right...I cut myself...

And you deserve it...

...I do...

I deserve everything...

The doctor then leaves, and Mina sighs.
"I don't know what you were doing with all those knives, but I have taken them out and thrown them away. Too much of a danger to you. "
"What!? But I need knives to cook!"
"We can just order out."
"No way in hell am I eating garbage food!"
"Suck it up; otherwise, I'll have to put you on time out."
"Whaaaaat!? Time out! Again!"
"Suck it up, mister! I don't want you to get hurt again!" I sigh, pout, and look away.
"Fine..." She beams and hugs me while screaming in my ear.
"Thank you!~" She soon let go and smiled at me. I smiled back, of course, but it didn't feel right...like I wasn't allowed to smile...

"Right! Well, I'm going to sign the slip to get you out of here! Hospitals give me the creeps!" She bounded out of the room, waving and slamming the door shut.

Alone

I knew it; you will always be alone...no one around to help you, no one to dry your tears.

All alone~

The thoughts overwhelm me, and all I want to do is cut...cut until I die, that is all I'm good for anyway.

My heart monitor picks up while my breathing becomes ragged. I'm losing air; my heart is so fast that it feels like I'm drowning. My throat is closed up; I'm clawing at my neck. My fingers scratch the soft skin on my neck, begging for air.

Then...

It stops...

What?