My One And Only (Dkbk) (On Hiatus)

The Repurcusion

Chapter 2

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Katsuki's Pov

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I am not good enough

It has been 6 days since the office fiasco but I couldn't help but dream about it every night and I wouldn't be able to sleep and eat. It made me sick to my stomach and cry myself to exhaustion. All I have been doing is laying in the guest room Mina leant to me but she still visits me every night to make sure I at least get 4 hours of sleep...

Mina has been taking care of me but I feel like she is doing it out of pity and that she wants me out of her house as soon as possible. I cannot deny that I have some thoughts sometimes.

I want to try cutting, I heard that it helps relieve mental pain and will make me feel better so that is what I am going to do, but first I need a razor...

I step out of the guest bed, I haven't stood up in six days, I slowly make my way to the attached bathroom and lock the door from the inside. I hurriedly make my way over to the sink and open the drawer that keeps shaving tools. I grab out a razor and take the blade out of it, my fingers fumbling while doing so.

I finally have the blade in my palm and my breath hitches, Mina won't be home until 6:45 and right now it is 4:29 so she won't find out...Will she...?

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TW! BLOOD AND SEVERE DESCRIPTION!
SKIP IF YOU WANT TO!

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I grip the blade and glide it across the skin of my wrist, a thin line of my blood trails it and I feel relieved. Who knew such things could make me relaxed? I make more and more cuts along my wrist, some bigger than the rest and some deeper.

A voice appears in my head.

Is that all? Are you really gonna settle for just a few? Cut, cut, cut, cut, cut, cut. You deserve it for being a cockslut~ you're pathetic! I wonder what your father would think? And what about your mother...? She'd be sooo~ disappointed...disappointed that you didn't do this sooner! Hah! You don't even deserve to live! Why are you just standing there!?

Cut

Cut

Cut

Cut

Cut

Cut!

Cut!

Cut!

CUT!

CUT!

CUT!

CUT!

Good boy~

The voice finally stops and I stop cutting, pain shoots through my wrists and I look at them. Cuts littered them hardly making any room for my skin, blood was dripping down and I felt a little dizzy. I quickly wash my wrists and bandage them, and cover them with my sleeves. I then hear the front door open so I shoot up, a dizzy feeling shoots through my head as I do and I grunt in pain.

I look at my surroundings seeing that blood was all over the floor, I panic as I could hear Mina's footsteps coming up the stairs. I quickly grab a cloth and clean up the stray blood and toss it into the washing basket just as she opened the bathroom door.

"Bakugou...? Why are you here...? You are out of your bed! Does that mean you are maybe a little better!?" She exclaims excitedly, I just nod slowly, my head still dizzy from loosing a lot of blood.