Not Giving In

Three Month's Later!

Honey's Point of View!

It's been three months. He hasn't called or contacted me. It's like he completely ex'd me out of his life. I know I said I wanted space but I didn't mean to completely ex me out of his life. It's like I don't mean anything to him. I mean it's easier because I don't have to see his face if I don't want to because he's in Sicily but it still sucks knowing that he hasn't even attempted to contact me. Bentley still checks on me to see if I need anything or if I want to talk which I appreciate but it's just like it's always Bentley whos the one caring and checking in on me not the man I was with for eight months. It's like I don't mean anything to him. Bentley tries to tell me that it's not like that and I have to stop overthinking but I can't it's just so frustrating.

I had taken some time off to go see my grandparents in Sicily. My grandmom is sick and I just want to be able to help my granddad around the house while she's in the hospital. I had just arrived at my grandparent's and of course, my granddad came to pick me up from the airport. When I walked inside. I went and put my things up in my room and we walked back out. We were going to go see my grandmom in the hospital. I was excited to see her. They are literally the only ones who bring me any comfort. We stopped and grabbed my grandma her favorite flowers and candy and then grabbed her a sandwich from her favorite sandwich shop. Then we headed to the hospital. When she saw me her face lit up. I hugged her and settled into bed with her. She explained to me what was going on with her health and how she would be in the hospital for a few more days. I told her I would be staying three weeks. I took an early vacation and I was going to work from here.

" When were you going to tell us, " My grandmom asked?

" Tell you what, " I asked confused?

" Honey, Are you pregnant, " My grandma asked?

" I..no there's no way," I said completely flabbergasted.

" Honey a grandmother knows and she is not wrong. You're in a hospital. Go to the emergency room and find out " My granddad said.

I decided to go to the emergency room. It couldn't hurt to find out. I doubt it but hey if it gets them off my back then why not. I had had my period twice. And it wasn't even supposed to come no time soon. I can't be pregnant. I checked into the emergency room and waited. This would be a long day.

Later that Day!

Two and a half months pregnant. I even have the Ultrasound to prove it. Heard the heartbeat and all. This can't be happening. I crawled into the hospital bed with my grandma and have been there ever since. I only get up when they have to check her or something. How could I have been so careless? How am I going to tell him? A baby? He probably doesn't even want kids with me! I cried and cried more. My grandad left a few hours ago. He let me stay with her tonight. Good because I didn't want to go back to that house.

" You have to stop crying. Have you thought about calling him " My grandma asked?

" We broke up. I am sure he doesn't want kids with me. He hasn't talked to me in three months. This can't be happening. How am I going to tell my parents? They are going to kill me " I said completely overwhelmed.

" You had said you were moving out here. Is that still happening " My grandma asked?

" I want to. I just know you and grandpa have a lot of things going on and I don't want to be a burden " I explained.

" Honey, your grandfather and I love it when you are there. It'll just be until you get your own place too. You already have multiple job offers as well. We want you here " My grandma explained.

" I just don't know right now Grandma plus if he doesn't want anything to do with the baby. I don't think I will want to possibly see his face " I explained.

" We will figure this out but for right now. I need you to understand we are in this together but you have to tell your mom. Next time she calls " My grandma said. I nodded my head and laid down with her. My grandma was amazing, she and my grandpa both. My grandpa hasn't said anything about the baby. He doesn't seem disappointed but then again I've never seen him disappointed in me. I want to talk to him but I will wait until I get back to the house tomorrow. Things are hectic right now and the most important thing right now is getting my grandma back to a clean bill of health. The things of tomorrow would have to wait until tomorrow. My priority is my grandma. I can't think about Dominick, this baby, or my move to Sicily.