Quis Est, Qui Te Amo?

The Truth

~~~~~~~~~~Suga~~~~

"What do you mean she's upset!?!?"

The phone disconnected. I ran down the street to Rapmon's house. I knew she was mad, but Rapmon's wouldn't have called me unless she was dying.

Why are they at his house?

I finally got to the apartments and couldn't remember which one was his. Dammit!! I knocked on a couple doors and a woman knew him and gave me the right number. I got there and tried the knob.

It was locked.

I could hear her crying. I banged on the door desperately. She stopped. How is she crying. I told her not to. Rapmon's stepped out, quickly shutting the door behind him.

"You don't own her. She didn't want to cry. She obviously needs it. If you go in there, you should comfort her. Don't tell her to stop. She really needs this. I would do it, but she'll never trust me again..."

"What did you do?" I said low and deadly.

"Let her tell you."

I wanted to punch that smug look off of his face. He walked down the street.

When I walked inside, I couldn't find her immediately. She was balled up in a corner. She was completely silent and her face was wet.

"Maeve"

"Don't. I was leaving anyway."

She stood, wiped her face, and re-arranged her cloths, which were wrinkled and disarrayed.

She was about to storm past me when I caught her wrist. "I'm not letting you leave yet."

"You can't keep me here. I have-"

"YOU ARE STAYING!" I yelled at her.

She jumped and a singular tear escaped her eye. I was sorry for yelling at her, but she needed to know I was serious.

"FINE. WHATEVER!!!"

She tried to pull her wrist free, but I held it tight.

"I JUST WANT YOU TO LET ME GO!! GOD!!!" She cried like a baby. Her cheeks turned red and I didn't even know a person could hold that many tears.

"LET ME GOO~~!!! She screamed like a child. She threw herself to the floor and started screaming curses at me. She pulled with her body weight and tried to make me let her go. I held onto her elbow and she started to kick at me.

"GOD DAMMIT. I FUCKING HATE YOU. I FUCKING HATE YOU. JUST LET ME BE ALONE. I DONT LIKE TO CRY IN FRONT OF PEOPLE. IM ALWAYS BY MYSELF. I DONT NEED ANYONE."

I forcefully brought her into a hug and she sobbed into my shoulder.

"I'll NEVER let you go!! Cry as much as you want. I'll never leave you. I don't know why I said that to Rapmon. I do like you. Just let me hold you. And you don't need just anyone. You need me. You need someone who loves you."

She took my shirt in her fists and soaked the shoulder of my shirt. She cried steadily for probably an hour or two. She didn't even let up a beat. But she's asleep now.

She is going to be horse tomorrow... It's night now. I wonder where Rapmon went. At least she has some privacy. I wonder what he did to trigger the onslaught of her pain. It must have taken a lot. He's good at destroying things. He must have destroyed her protective walls. I could already see the things he had broken in his apartment.

I stroked her hair and wiped her face. I guess I'll have to carry her home.

~~~~~~Ana~~~~~

"But OPPAAA~~!!!!! She's dirty!!"