Punk Meets Nerd (Blossick AU)

Chapter 16

Brick's POV

Have you ever felt alone? Like in a dark room, and everything is moving. I'm feeling it right now.

Like when you're staying at your very first sleepover. When you're riding a bike without training wheels. You want to do it alone, but deep inside you want someone there with you.

You want someone to hold you and tell you everything you want to hear. I know what I'm doing is wrong, but to me. It feels so right.

I didn't feel so worthless, and so ugly near her. Yet I keep pushing her away! When she stays, I hide away. I want to be alone, yet deep inside I want her there to hold me.

"Brick?" I heard some girl said. She was crying, and she laced her hand in mine. I smiled and opened my eyes. I saw Blossom crying and I frowned.

"Blossom?" I asked as she gasped. She hugged me and I smiled.

"You're okay!?" She exclaimed as I chuckled.

"Yeah, I'm fine." I said as she pulled away smiling.

"I'm glad you're okay." She said as I smiled.

"Thanks." I said as I looked down at our hands. Her hands was peachy, her wrist was scarless. Her arm, you couldn't see her bones. My arm, was pale, my wrist was covered in scars. My bones was noticeable.

"Your still perfect to me." She said as I smiled.

"Blossom?" I asked.

"Yeah?" She asked as I took a deep breath.

"I'm tired of fighting this battle by myself, I'm tired of pushing people away. I hate myself for pushing you away. I know, I failed in the past but I really want to make myself better. I want to be pain free, I don't want to be this depressed teenager anymore. I want to be someone who could really smile. Who could laugh, eat, and joke around. I want to get better, for you." I said as she smiled.

"I'll help you." She said as she placed her lips to my forehead.

"First, I want you to talk with your brothers, they need you as much as you need them." She said as I nodded. She walked out and Boomer and Butch walked in.

"How are you feeling?" Boomer asked as they sat next to me.

"I guess I could be better." I said as Boomer nodded.

"They said you're eating disorder cause you to have an heart attack." Butch said as I sighed.

"I'm so sorry." I said as they smiled.

"Don't be. It wasn't your fault." Boomer said as I shooked my head.

"It was! I left y'all and you never knew why. I was scared of the world. I thought I was worthless, ugly, fat, stupid. But now, I feel a little bit better. I want to be there for y'all! I don't want to see y'all watch me waste away anymore. So if y'all would let me. Can I come back into y'alls life?" I asked as they hugged me.

"Of course you can!" They both said as I chuckled.

"Thank you so much." I said as they smiled.

"Don't worry about it. Besides, now you really have to talk to Blossom." Butch said as I licked my lips.

"Yeah, I do." I said as they smiled. They walked out and Blossom came back in. I sat up and she sat in the chair next to me.

"You know what?" Blossom asked as I raised my eyebrow at her.

"What?" I asked.

"I wanted to figure you out." She said as I widened my eyes.

"Why?" I asked her.

"Cause, I knew something was wrong. I had a feeling, and I didn't want to let it go. So, I keep pushing. I didn't let it down. I always watched you, to make sure you was okay." She said as I smiled.

"As stalkerish that sounded. Thanks." I said as she punched my arm. I flinched and she jumped.

"How did this happen anyway?" She asked as I sighed. I looked down at my body. My arms was scarred and boney, so was my legs. My stomach was flat, and bumpy from the scars.

"I didn't like me." I said as she grabbed my hand.

"Brick. Sometimes you feel worthless, sometimes you feel horrible. Yet that's life giving us challenges. To see if we're able to make it through. To see if we can do it. To see how strong we are, just to see how we act. Life is gonna be hard, life is gonna be easy. But you need to let your walls down sometimes, you need to be able show what you are. Your strong and you know it. You have to be you." Blossom said as I smiled.

"Blossom?" I asked and she turned towards me.

"Yeah?" She asked as I bit my lip.

"I have a question. I always wondered if you'll ever notice me. Not because I'm a punk, not cause I'm a screwed up mess. Cause, well I fell for you Blossom. I really did. I don't want this feeling to go away. So Blossom, would please stay with me?" I asked as she smiled.

"Always." She promised. I smiled and kissed her healthy arm. Looks like, I'm getting a new start.

Heyyo Guys!!!!

Sorry for the latw update!!! I was thinking and thinking about this one. So what we thinks??? Nice and happy?? Brick being forgiven?? Blossom promise??? And sadly this book will only have three more chapters left!!! Tell me how I did so far please!!

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