Punk Meets Nerd (Blossick AU)

Chapter 10

Brick's POV

She's lying she doesn't love me! Why am I kissing her, I should be dead and just leave this horrible place. I gasped and pushed back Blossom.

"No!" I yelled and she looked shocked. I shooked my head and pulled my knees to my chest.

"No, I'm supposed to be alone, and no one cares! Just go, before you get stuck in my problems." I said and her face sunk. I turned over and sighed, no one cares. I heard the door slammed and tears rolled down my cheeks.

Can't she see that I'm broken? I'm only pushing people away so no one else could see the real me. Can anyone see that I don't want anyone to care, but I do? I want someone to hold me, but not. I mean I can't make up my mind, it's a battleground, and no will ever notice.

"Hello Mr. Jojo." I heard a male voice say. I sat up and saw him a white coat, and black hair with blue eyes.

"Yes?" I asked as he smiled.

"Well the car scratch up your bad, and your head should be fine. You can leave right now if you like?" He said as I nodded. He smiled and walked out. He thinks the car did this to my arm. Well I could tell that to my siblings. I smiled and nodded, the nurse came in and gave me my clothes and went out. I slipped my clothes on and put on my cap. I walked out and grabbed my bag and walked out of the hospital. I sighed and walked down the street, I headed for the market, looking for black hair dye.

I walked down the aisle and saw the black hair dye. I grabbed it and walked over to the front desk. I grabbed my wallet and saw the same man from the first time. I gulped and put on a fake smile.

"That'll be 5 dollars." He said as I nodded. I gave him the bill, and grabbed the bag. I tipped my head and walked out of the market. I let out the breath and headed down the street. It's a Saturday and I have no idea what to do. I used to lock myself in my bedroom, listening to my brothers laughing with my Dad, but today I couldn't do that. I just couldn't. I sighed and saw the bar. I smirked and jogged over there.

I showed my fake ID, and he let me in. I smiled as I saw Nicki sitting at the island. I walked over and sat next to him.

"Hey." I said as he looked over. He smiled and high fived me.

"Haven't seen you in a long time." Nicki said as he raised the drink to his lips.

"Eh, had some problems." I said as he smirked.

"You're in the right place." Nicki said as he waved over Todd.

"Yo, give me another round, for me and Brick." Nicki said as I held back my correcting voice. I mean I'm punk, can't be smart. Not now not ever.

"Thanks man." I said as I grabbed my cup and let the liquid burn my throat. Nicki smiled and drank his cup.

"Any time!" Nicki yelled as I chuckled. I grabbed the other cup and sipped it. More burning, more of the pain going away. That's all, and that's good for me. I smiled and grabbed another cp.

"Damn, you wanna forget something." Nicki said as we had another round of cups.

"You have no idea." I said as I grabbed another cup. Burning, that's one of the many things I remember. Well we had about 22 or 23 cups, my brain won't work with me. It's just screaming for me to stop. Nicki and I decided to go out. Bad idea? Nah.

"I wanna go to the waterpark!" Nicki yelled as I giggled.

"I want to go eat some pancakes! I mean who loves pancakes, because I do!" I yelled as we both was giggling like teenage girls. I trip over some rocks, sending Nicki to laugh like a retarded seal. I pouted and saw a blonde, and a black hair running up to me.

"I told you, he'll be here!" The black hair yelled. I pouted and crossed my arms.

"Nicki, you said no one would find me!" I whinned as Nicki pouted.

"I didn't mean too! It the FBI, they're after us!" Nicki yelled as we started to scream.

"Shut the fuck up!" The black haired boy yelled and swung me across his shoulders.

"Help, help! I'm getting stolen!" I yelled as I heard a groan.

"We're your brothers!" The blonde yelled as I was thrashing around.

"I don't have anyone! I'm alone!" I yelled and the black hair boy dropped me.

"No! You're not alone, okay! That's the voices in your head! We're here for you! You need to beat these mother fucking voices and show everyone that you're not worthless! Okay, Brick we care about you, and no one can ever take that away from us! You're our brother, and we love every single fucking flaw, mistake about you!" The black haired boy yelled as tears streamed down my face. He sighed and the blonde hair boy hugged me, so the black hair boy did. MAybe I was wrong, maybe I wasn't alone. Maybe I don't have to push people away, I mean they could maybe take away the darkness fro me?

Heyyo Guys!!

I hope this one is longer!! So, tell me whats ya think??? Probs tired of me killing off Brick over and over again, well you gotta understand he's un happy with his life. Okay, so I been wondering and are any of y'all unhappy?? I mean I am, and I know it.

So heres some places you can txt me at, I don't care what time at night it is, I don't want any of you lovley people hurting yourselfs. Okay so heres a few places you can txt me on!

Kik Name: Josie1234jo, picture is either BTR, or a girl(Which is me)
Instagram DM: maryjoeycoco
Or on Wattpad!!

OKay,so just message me on there anytime!! Cause, I know what some poeple might be going through, and I can't handle some of y'all amzing people thinking like you might be! OKay so just message me if y'all want!!