Punk Meets Nerd (Blossick AU)

Chapter 18

Brick's POV

I walked downstairs, and jumped in my car. I drove towards my therapist and saw they was opening. I took a deep breath and turned off my car. Today is the day Blossom and I are gonna go out on the date. Well after my session.

I closed my door and smiled. I walked inside and check in. I sighed and looked around. The room was cold and plain. White walls, white couches but a desk was in the middle of the room. I gulped and sat on the couch. I messed with my fingers and looked around the room.

"Hello Brick, how are you?" Jacob asked as I shrugged.

"I been better." I said as he nodded.

"Now, have you been eating?"

"Yes."

"Are you talking to your brother more?"

"Yes."

"Have you self harmed lately?"

"No."

"Are the voices still there?"

"Yes."

"Have you been taking your medicine?"

"Yes."

"Drinking?"

"No."

"Smoking?"

"No."

"Seeing Nicki?'

"No."

"Made any new friends?"

"Yes."

"Do you love yourself?" He asked as I looked at the pictures. Memories hit me hard, all the tears, screams, pain, blood came rushing to me. I suck in my breath, and my hands starting shaking. His brown eyes stared into my red eyes. I looked back at his picture on his desk. I sighed and looked down at my hands.

"I don't know yet." I said as he looked at me.

"Brick, there are some things that can't be explained. Some of it is humans, their emotions and they can't hide them sometimes. But there are some messages that are out in the open but can't been seen. Life on Earth is a mess, but some stories are the ones who was a mess. Brick, your story is truly amazing. You overcame depression, well you are. You're slowly eating, your kicking people in the ass. You're not giving up yet. You're beating all your demons. Your living." Jacob said as I nodded.

"thanks." I said as I wiped my tears from my eyes.

"Any time." Jacob said as we shook hands. I nodded and walked out of the office. I walked back to the car, and smiled. I closed my eyes, and thought about what he said. I traced the scars on my arms, and tears fell down my cheeks.

All these scars show the every battle I lost. I slowly sighed and turned on my car. I drove towards Blossom's house. I grabbed my leather jacket and fix my hair. I glared at the mirror and pop some of my pills in my mouth. I walked out and fix my collar. I walked over to the door, and knocked on door.

"Coming!" Blossom yelled as I looked down at my boots. I chewed my bottom lip and closed my eyes. A deep breath came into my lungs and heard the door opened.

"Hey Brick." Blossom said as I looked up. I saw she was wearing short sleeves of a light pink shirt. She had black skinny jeans, and pink high tops. Her hair in the usual style, and to me. She was the most beautiful thing in the world.

"Hi." I said as we walked back to my car. I chewed my bottom lip, and drove towards the beach. It was about to be dark, but I have this plan out. I park and she looked at me. I walked out and opened her door.

"I hope your not scared of the dark." I said as she giggled.

"I'm not." She said as I smiled. We walked out on the beach, and our hands was laced together. I looked down at them. My hand was still boney and her was nice and soft. She lifted her hand and made me looked at her.

"You're perfect." She said as I licked my lips. "Brick, why did you do this? I mean, what made you?" She asked as I sighed. We sat down and I pulled my knees to my chest.

"It started when my mom left. She was the glue to our family, you know? She would make everyone happy, laugh, just plain made the house seem a lighter. Then she became sadder, like she would put on a fake smile. She bought so much make up. Then she would rush to her room crying. She would be silent near dad. Then I heard them, every fight. Every scream. Every year. Then every slap. I couldn't take it. I would hide my brothers and make sure they would never know. Then one night, mom left. No note, no hug, no kiss. She just got up and left. I guess that started everything. My mom was my rock and my walls starting to build up. I never let anyone in, I only kick them out. Then well, you started talking to me. You broke my walls, and I never knew what I was doing. I only listened to the voices, they was controlling. But to me they was right. I thought they was telling the truth. But your like my mom in a way. You don't judge. You didn't leave me, you try your best to make me happy. I wanna thank you for that." I said as I looked into her pink eyes.

"Brick, that's the past. I know you're gonna feel the pain still. But you have to let that go. Everyone has battle scars." She said as she touched my arm. She traced the scars, and she kissed one of them.

"You have to beat them to get better. You just need to think." She said as I smiled.

"I want to write a book." I said as she looked at me.

"About?" She asked as she laid her head on my shoulder. We looked out of the sea, and I smiled. I sighed and wrapped my arm around her.

"My life." I said as she looked up at me.

"I would read it." Blossom said as I smiled.

"Really?" I asked as she nodded.

"Why wouldn't I?" She asked as I shrugged.

"I don't know. I mean, what if no one would like it?" I asked as she looked at me.

"Everyone is gonna like it. Besides I'm sure it'll help people." She said as I smiled.

"Okay, I'ma write it." I said as she kissed my cheek.

"Good." She said.

Heyyo Guys!!!!

Sorry for being late!! My gosh, I never knew people would red the Ken book!! I'ma write it!! After I finsihed this book so no one gets confused!! So please wait for it!! Ima do my best on it!! Sadly this is the last chap!! The enxt one is the epilouge. But I'll do my best to end it perfectly. So tells me what we thinks on this chapter??? I did my best to write it. I hope soo!!! Wells tells me!!

Wells Byes Loves Y'alls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!