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LOVER BOY😍
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yesterday
8:47 pmAIM ME😟
hi matt
readi know we haven't spoken in a while and
i hate it if i'm being honest
readi get that you're probably upset rn and im
not gonna force you into talking to me.
i just really want us to talk, but anyway
goodnight
readtoday
10:25 amAIM ME😟
okay hey
so nick and chris told me you still haven't
been leaving your room and i saw your recent
video and you haven't been acting yourself.
i do feel like i'm to blame since im taking
forever to completely figure out my feelings.
and i know you said that if i do figure it out,
i'd know where to find you. i'm sorry i'm taking
such a long time
it's just that i'm terrified of doing something
that'll hurt you. i don't want to jump in so soon
being unsure of how i feel. and i also really don't
want us to become my parents. i don't want us to
fall in love and fall out and be able to go years
without talking to each other. and i know i'm
rambling rn and this is a lot to read and turning,
into my parents seems a little far-fetched but i
just wanted to let you know where my head is at.
read6:36 pm
AIM ME😟
last time i'll be texting you since this is
getting really depressing lol
but i just wanted to let you know that i'm
leaving to see my dad in new york tomorrow morning and um nick, chris, jasmine, and
spencer will be outside my driveway to say
bye before i go
and idk, you don't have to come see me
if you don't want to, i totally understand, but
i just wanted to let you know so that you can
finally leave your room without running into me
over the summer bc i know you're probably tired
of it. anyways that's it. that's all i wanted to say.
i'm sorry for all the texts
readAmy went to bed later that night with a sliver of hope. About five percent of her was hopeful that Matt would at least see her before she left. I mean, over the winter, he came to see her. Hell, he even tried to sneak into her mom's car before the road trip. Surely, he could at least say goodbye tomorrow before she leaves for almost three months. She had faith. She had to have faith because he's one of her best friends; he simply had to see her.
So many things could happen in between those two months and a half. Matt's feelings could change and so could Amy's. Everything she confessed to in those texts were true. If she put too much thought into her and Matt possibly becoming another failed relationship of hers, she could have a panic attack on the spot. It was absolutely the last thing she ever wanted for them, and maybe that was why she hated to think about liking Matt all these years.
If she acknowledged her feelings for him, so many things can go wrong so quickly. If she acknowledged her feelings, the possibility of their friendship turning into ruins increased. The only constant model of love she had were her parents and after she turned five, everything went downhill from there. What if that would be her and Matt in the future? It was a reach, for sure, but anything is possible.
What are the chances that after being around so many doomed relationships, this time would be different? Amy was never good at statistics, but she had a feelings that the chances would be fairly low. Nevertheless, she wanted to try. She desperately wanted to test those odds and see how a relationship with Matt would go.
After her talk with Nick and Spencer, she did a lot of thinking. Like, a lot. She recalled every memory she had of her and Matt. She would close her eyes and think to herself: If I absolutely had to end up with someone, who would I want it to be with? She tried her very best to be completely unbiased when thinking about this question.
The more she thought, the more she realized that maybe it's Matt. Despite always being with the triplets all the time, it was always just Matt and Amy and Amy and Matt. It was always just the two of them and everyone knew it except them. Everything that Matt does with Amy, she'd never allow anybody else to do it with her too. It was always only Matt.
So, what are the chances that Matt gets out of his room and sees her the following morning? What are the chances she's able to figure out exactly what she wants by then? What are the chances she tells Matt that maybe she, too, is in paralyzing, debilitating, deep love with him?
Because how ever low those chances are, Amy wanted nothing less than to disprove them.
ANGIE'S NOTES☺︎
FILLER CHAPTER BC THIS BOOK ENDS
SOON AND I AM IN PAIN HAHAHA🤗
but no seriously, i estimate about at least
6 chapters before i have to end this book
😧😧😧
I AM TRYING TO DRAG IT OUT WITHOUT
DRAGGING IT OUT TOO MUCH YK??
also should i move my notes to be centered
or keep it how it is now???
bc i feel like it looks kinda looks nicer and
easier to read if it's in the middle but idk
lolANYWAYS
EVEN WHEN THIS ENDS, WE STILL HAVE
THE NICK AND SPENCER FF DW🫡🫡🫡
love u all endlessly and have a great day or
night or whenever you're reading this 😁
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𝐁𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃'𝐒 𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑, matt sturniolo
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