𝘽𝙡𝙖𝙢𝙚 𝙞𝙩 𝙤𝙣 𝙢𝙚 |𝙅𝙅𝙆 𝙛𝙛 18+|

Chapter 5:Valerie

                             

I know you can see through me
                         
    You just choose to never know

        Why pretend to trust in me?

               You'd rather this than be alone 

                              Valerie by The Weeknd

The next day

After doing my daily morning routine, I head to the kitchen. I have a large breakfast prepared, which is why I'm not going to wake up earlier, and I'm about to start eating "Good morning Mom" i say in surprise i give  my mother a kiss on her cheeks.

"Good morning y/n" she replies giving me a warm smile , i felt excited since this is something that happens rarely seeing my mother home in the morning is vert rare she always leaves early and comes late at night .

 My mother is a very hard worker  , she never complains, even though her hands are always sore and calloused from the many hours she spent  working .  Even when she has a splitting headache from overwork and overexertion it's never said out loud .

 No matter how bad it gets, she doesn't show weakness nor does she cry. Her smile would be forced to hide anything other than happiness if she did; that was just the way things were for her. I have never seen her cry except that one day i don't even want to remember it .

Everything was pretty easy thanks to my older brother he always helped our mother with the housework and all that. I didn't like to think about what it was like for him growing up without our father. It wasn't fair he always seemed to have a deep connection with our father when he was a kid more than i had actually.

 If anything I have always  been happy because at least i had him by my side he always protected and cared for me and thanks to our mothers hard work we were able to live in a nice area that had an affordable price tag. 

Our mother still works hard in order to be able to pay Baekhyun's university expenses she is also saving up money for mine i always feel bad for my mother all the pain she endured in order to keep us happy.

"Go and sit y/n i made you your favorite" she replies i give her a tight hug "Mom i love you so much" i say trying to keep my tears from falling "Oh y/n" she smiles "I love you too now go and eat your breakfast" she replies giving my the warmest smile.

I walk and sit in the table we both sit and have our breakfast we talk for a lil bit , her phone rings catching our attention she accepts the call "Yes i understand , i'm coming" she replies hanging up the phone.

"Y/N i'm sorry but i have to go" she replies looking at me with a small smile "I'm sorry Mom i'm sorry you have to work this hard for us" i reply .

"Don't you ever say that y/n i'm your mother of course i have to do this" she replies. I hang my head as I feel the sting of tears well up in my eyes "Now i have to go" she replies smiling warmly at me.

She walks to her bedroom takes her purse and walks out of our  house i could hear the car's motor turning it on , then she was gone.

I wash the dishes and i walk to my room i fix my hair and take my backpack and walk out locking the door and putting the key inside my bag.

I always walk to my school by myself. The first day, I didn't have anyone to go with, and the second day I didn't have someone, I still don't have anyone to go to school with but it's fine.

I sigh and walk to the front door of our school i sigh the flashback of yesterday starts paying in my mind making me feel anxious but I try pushing it away, I'm fine i just have a lot on my plate right now.