Kingslayer

VI- Belong

In the morning I woke to Jamie whispering and kissing my jawline. "Jaiden." He whispered and I opened my eyes slightly.

"Huh?" I turned to be flat on my back and face to face with Jamie.

"We have to get going, unless you have a better plan?" Jamie wore his cocky smirk and I pulled myself up.

I rolled my eyes I was getting tired
of Jamie. "I don't like you anymore how many times do I have to tell you!"

"Stop resisting Jaiden, you know exactly what you want. "Jamie teased and placed a hand on my leg making his way up into my dress and on my thigh.

I pushed his hand off. "Quit it Jamie!" I shook my head and look around in the tent.

"I'm not leaving this tent until you admit to me. "Jamie seemed happy with himself and got closer to me.

I narrowed my eyes. "You will leave because I have to dress. " I told him and rubbed sleep from my eyes.

"All the more fun I should stay. "Jamie put his hands on my torso right below my breasts gripping my back.

I grumbled. "Get out of the tent and get off me!" I didn't push Jamie off because I wanted him to get off himself, yeah I'll keep telling myself that's the reason.

"Make me. "Jamie taunted forcing me close to the ground.

"I'll cut your balls off. "I threatened and continued. "Get off!"

"Well it's a sacrifice. "Jamie closed our lips together and I didn't have the will to pull away as he forced his tongue into my mouth and at the same time forced himself into my heart.

I felt myself in a gravitational pull where I know it's not right but it feels so right. I felt my hands tremble as I gripped onto Jamie's back.

Jamie made sure there was no way for me to get away from him, not that I really did want to get away from him...

Jamie hand his hands make their way down to my thighs under my dress again but I pulled away immediately slapping Jamie.

We both looked shocked and gasped for breath. "Your balls it is then. "I growled and found my knife next to me.

I took the knife in my hand and pushed Jamie to the ground on his back. "Can I use them one more time before they go then?" Jamie had an amused glint in his eye along with a glint of fear.

I didn't answer him and I pulled off his buckle. "That's whatcha get for messing with this Stark. "I pulled down his breeches and saw him close his eyes waiting.

I took the knife in my hand and danced it carefully on his face without cutting him. "You can open your eyes, I'll see your pain like you saw mine. "

"Jaiden don't do this..." Jamie asked and reached for my face.

I cut one of his fingers in response. "Do not touch me. "I demanded.

"Fuck! You whore!" Jamie put his finger in his mouth and realized what he had said. "I- I mean- I- I didn't mean-" Jamie began to apologize but I stopped him.

"For your information I'm pure and untouched. "I grew a devious smile. "You can explain to Cerise why you have no balls next time she wants to fuck. "I spat and traced a finger on my knife.

"Jaiden I didn't mean to say that." Jamie said now clutching his cut finger as blood dripped from it.

"Oh you didn't? Such a shame too because I might've been your whore before you said that. "I teased and wanted to make him feel unwanted.

"I- really?" Jamie blinked surprised. "I take it back!" Jamie's usual smile began to grow before I broke it.

"No not really! What do you think I am?!" I thought about what I said for a moment. "Don't answer that question Jamie. "I said as I saw a sly look on his face.

"You want me. "Jamie said and pulled my wrist with the knife to him. "I want you. "

"No I don't!" I pushed him off and his amused smile returned and I growled. "Your balls it is then!"

I took the knife and I raised it. "Jaiden don't do it!" Jamie's smile had left and he had a begging look. "I need those, I'll give you anything. "

"Anything?" I questioned still holding the knife firmly.

"Anything. "Jamie confirmed his hands up.

"Don't fuck Cerise. "I said. "Ever. "

Jamie tilted his head. "Why? Why do you even care? I thought you didn't care about me!"

"Why do I care huh?" I took a fake moment to think. "Because your mine. "I dropped the knife and kept for Jamie's lips.

At first Jamie was stunned and didn't move at all until he realized what happened and he kissed me back. We kissed roughly and forcefully.

I parted from the kiss. "Happy?" I asked.

"More than a Stark with a dire wolf. "Jamie had a look in his eyes that begged for more but I knew that only meant to give him no more.

"Good now you can wait. And don't ever make that joke again. "I rolled my eyes and opened my bag for a dress to wear.

I heard Jamie's disappointment in his voice. "Fine, I'll get the horse ready. "I heard scuffling as Jamie got his breeches back on.

I began to undress humming a childhood song in him head. I turned around and saw that Jamie was still there with his lips slightly parted with a look that said mine. I jumped. "Get out!!" I hid myself behind the dress.

"But we're getting to the good part. "Jamie said with his smile and I glared coldly at him.

"Fine!" Jamie hurried out of the tent and began to whistle.

I sighed in relive and put on a corset, undergarments, and lastly my dress. I looked at my hair in a mirror it was a little knotted so I brushed it before putting it in two braids.

I stepped out of the tent and breathed in the fresh morning air. "I'll get your tent down. "Jamie said rushing towards me.

"No I'm fine doing it. "I said bending over to pick up my knife. While I bent over Jamie slightly lifted my dress up and I swung up to give him a warning look that said I really will cut off your balls.

Jamie held up his hands and walked to pack the rest of the stuff while I took my stuff.

After packing up to leave Jamie mounted the horse helping me up behind him as well. "Remember what I said. "I told Jamie gripping his back.

"What did you say?" Jamie asked as the horse began to gallop.

"If you have sex with Cerise I'll off your balls and you'll off your chances with me. "I warned him and traced along his back with a finger.

"I have chances with you?" Jamie seemed to tease.

"Watch it, I'm sure Loras wants to marry a beautiful woman like myself. "I gripped his back tighter.

"Fine I won't have sex with Cerise. "Jamie vowed and I nodded.

"I'm only partially believing that. "I told Jamie as I rolled my eyes.

"Why is that?" Jamie seemed to look back at me briefly.

"I don't know maybe because number one your a Lannister, number two don't you remember the whole Kingslayer oath breaker tile you have, and three you can really have any woman you want with those looks. "I stated the facts one by one.

"Yet I still can't have you. But I guess you do have every right not to fully trust me. "Jamie admitted and we rode into KingsLanding.