Kingslayer

XVIIII- Why Me

The ideas for this part were given by theemogeneration , thank you

-TurnDownForMeow

That night I had finally given myself to Loras. I wanted to show him some love even if it wasn't true.

2 Weeks Later

I woke in my chambers I felt nauseous and Loras wasn't next to me. I lifted myself from the bed and dragged my feet to my dresser where I slipped on a dress. After changing I stepped outside my chambers with a yawn I slowly walked through the castle halls, I was pretty bored and didn't know what to do.

An uneasy feeling churned in my stomach. I felt a strong sickness that seemed to consume my insides until I threw up in the hall.

I put a hand to my stomach and groaned. A maid found me and rushed to clean up my mess. I was taken to the measter.

I laid down in the measter's chambers. The measter asked me questions and felt my stomach.

Soon after the measter stood up. "I'm going to go get Margery and Loras. "

I lifted my head. "For w-?" Before I could finish my sentence the measter left the room.

A few minutes later Margery run into the measter's chambers smiling ear to ear, Loras doing the same.

"Jaiden I can't believe it. "Margery squealed.

"Believe what?" I asked looking around confused.

Margery smiled at Loras. "Your pregnant!!"

A sweat broke out on my forehead. Oh shit! I thought to myself, and then came the big question. Jamie or Loras's?

Loras took notice to my worried face. "What's the matter? Aren't you happy?"

To admit it I was delighted to have a child yet the thought of the father dreaded inside my brain.

I sat up in the bed and Margery hugged me. "I'm going to have a niece or nephew. "

"I hope I can have one too one day. "I laughed at Margery.

Loras looked proudly at my stomach. "I will tell everyone immediately. "

Loras walked out of the room followed by Margery and I. "What'll it be?" Margery enthused. "A boy or a girl!"

I shrugged a small smile still plastered on my face. "What do you want it to be?" I asked.

"Ah! A little girl, one that looks like you. "Margery gestured to my stomach. "What do you want Loras?" Margery asked.

"A son, one that looks like me that I can teach. "Loras's smile seemed to stretch across his whole face.

Margery rolled her eyes. "Of course. "

I laughed at Margery's comment only to be followed by a bit of nausea.

We walked to Loras and I's chambers stopping at the door. Margery hugged me gently and then turned on her way to her own chambers. I stepped inside the chambers taking a seat on the bed, Loras doing the same.

An awkward silence filled the space between us. Soon though Loras spoke.

"What do you want it to be?" Loras asked me.

I looked down at my stomach. "A girl. "I said simply

9 Months Later...