Kingslayer

XVII- Defiance

Joffrey's face became as red as a beat. "You'd deify your king!?" He clenched his fists.

I stepped behind Loras as he pushed me behind him.

"If you think this woman is only yours I'd think again!" I recognized the voice of Lord Tyrion.

I shook standing there behind Loras.

Joffrey spun around. "Uncle Tyrion?"

Without word Tyrion put a hand across Joffery's face. "A king knows his manners!"

Joffrey held his face and looked at his uncle with anger before storming off down the hall.

I shook so much I could hardly stand. Lords took my hand and helped me stand straight. "L-lord Tyrion...."

"Sh." Tyrion put up a finger. "No need to thank me, maybe you'll owe me something in return later. "

I held on to Loras's shoulders my forehead pressed into one. "Let's get back to our room now." Loras guided me to our bed chambers and sat me down on the bed.

By now my shaking had stopped but my heart pounded in my chest. "What if he comes back?!"

Loras kneeled in front of me putting his hands on my shoulders. "I'll make sure that won't happen. "

We stared at each other for a minute. "Loras?" I asked.

"Yes?" Loras's eyes had worry.

I felt so bad. Loras loved me yet I couldn't love him. Before I knew it Loras was backing me onto the bed. I felt Loras's breath against my lips as I was laid flat on my back.

I didn't know what to do, so I froze. Loras wanted me and I knew he did, but I didn't want Loras, I wanted Jamie. I didn't protest though as Loras pressed his lips against mine. It was a slow sweet kiss, we parted slowly for a second but then our lips met again. Loras's kiss had so much passion and desire, I didn't want this.

Our lips continued to kiss and part over and over. Our tongues twined and I decided something, I would try to love Loras. No matter how much I wanted Jamie I was with Loras now.