They sent me to find Aro's mate. Alec told me he would accept me fully if I succeeded. That made me so happy. I'd no longer be mistreated. I'd no longer be chosen last. The morning before I left, Alec made love to me for the first time. At Least that's what it felt like. We obviously had intercourse before that, but it felt so different. It wasn't just rough and quick. It was sweet and slow and he stayed with me. He didn't just leave afterwards like he had before. As the sun went down, I left. I began my journey. It took me four months and several countries to find her but I finally did. She was just this innocent little girl with a small poor family. She smiled and said hello to everyone that walked by her. If she saw anyone upset she tried to help. I knew she was who he was looking for due to my dreams which caused an alarm to go off in my head. She didn't deserve this life but I wanted to be loved and taking her to the monsters was the only way for me to get that. At the time, I believed I was living but the truth was that the only one living was her and we took that away from her. It took me two months to actually get the courage to take her. I waited for her to be alone and I knocked her out. It was then that I became the worst monster of all. She begged to be let go but I was selfish. I ignored her cries and threatened her family to get her to be quiet. We spent two months going back to Italy. We stayed in abandoned cabins whenever they were Available. I listened to her cry herself to sleep every night. I was a monster and I knew it but I was a monster with a chance for love. When I got back to the castle they were ecstatic. I thought I finally gained Alec's love. He treated me kind & made love to me. I became his only one. But I didn't know their true plan. I turned her into the monsters and they then attacked her.
