I've been in London for 3 months now. The rain helps me mourn even if I don't want to. I know they'll be coming soon so it's time to leave and be forgotten just like I have everywhere else. I don't know where I'll go next but I know it'll be somewhere cold just like him. It's time to travel to the United States.The farther the better. Oregon seems like a good place to start. I've decided on a little town called Grants Pass. Maybe there I'll be safe. There's a little wishful thinking in that statement. I know eventually I'll be found and hopefully his red eyes won't be the last thing I see. To think at one point I loved those red eyes & the beautiful dark hair but I was proven wrong. Maybe a mate isn't all it's said to be. In my case my mate turned out to be a power hungry demon. I was just the toy being used to complete the mission & I fell for it. Every part of it. I fell for the kisses, the manipulation, the I love you, everything! I couldn't see past it! I was to blind to notice the real intentions. The plan to use my power just to get more. I won't give in no matter how much it hurts. I will not be apart of his evil!
