Drowned DISCONTINUED

part 10

⚠️Attempted suicide??

This is unfair. Yes I know I'm dating Axel and I was in a forced relationship with Dave but if he liked this lady why didn't he tell me. It's not like we had big feelings for eachother. So why would I be affected by his choice of woman.

I was currently speeding home. I wanted this to be over. I wanted my life to be done. I have nothing to live forward to. I was done. Then a cold breath on my should and a hand around my neck made me swerve on the rode. I looked back seat and Leah was there.

No. Stop please. I know what I did was wrong but can you forgive me. Please. I wasn't my fault. I didn't mean to do that. I miss you Leah. I thought I said that out loud and when I looked back she was gone. I pulled into my driveway and ran inside and I came into my room and it was a complete mess. Everything that Leah had left here. All out our pictures together and her gifts to me were everywhere in my room scattered across the room.

I slid down my door and started to cry. MAKE THIS STOP. I WANT IT DO BE OVER. I instantly knew what to do. How to stop this. How to stop everything. How to stop the pain that constantly follows me. How to be with her.

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I walked to my bathroom and took out a fresh razor blade and dragged it across the bottom half of my arm. From elbow to wrist.

Then I took the blade and followed in the first ones tracks cutting from elbow to wrist.
The pain was excruciating and blood started to pour out the cuts. Then I did it  on the top part of my arm and did the same. Cut two times to make sure it was open. The I left random cuts everywhere along that arm and eventually ran out of space so I switched arms.

This time it hurt less. It still hurt but not as bad. I knew this was the only way to stop the pain. To be with her again. And then 5 minutes later I ran out of room so I sat down and switched to my legs. The first cut hurt so bad because I placed it on my thigh. Then I blacked out. Yes my time was almost here.

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Axel pov

I was just chilling on my couch at home playing a video game when my phone started ringing. 'Eh they could leave a message' I thought and payed no attention to it. But that became harder to do when it kept ringing and ringing over and over again. I looked at the caller ID and it was Dave. We exchanged numbers just because and since he didn't know I was dating Lexi we could possibly be great friends.

I picked it up and placed it in between my ear and shoulder so I could continue playing my game.
"Hello" I said and Dave sighed.
"About time you picked up man. " He said and I shrugged then I realized he couldn't see me.
"Sorry. What's up" I said and he sighed once again. Man your life must be hard dude.

"Listen. I need you to go checkup on lexi for me." He said and I made a Hmm sound.
"For what is she okay" I asked trying to focus on my game and the call.
"I don't know. She blocked me" he said and I chuckled.
"Why would she do that" I said and he sighed again. This dude is so stressed.

"I cheated on her" was all I heard him say and I dropped my phone and controller. Maybe that friendship was going to have to wait.

I picked up my phone and scoffed.
"You are a a*shole you know that right?" I said looking for my keys on once I found them I hung up and raced to my car then to her house.

Once there I tried to figure out where she would keep a spare key or if she even had on. I looked everywhere and the I tipped over a knome statue on their porch and found the key then I opened the door and ran to her room. Her room was clean as always (the things Lexi saw where just hallucinations to trick her). And then I ran to her bathroom and I saw the most horrific thing ever.

Razor. Blood. Lexi