I am so sorry

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I am so sorry but I need to tell you that
I STILL WANT TO PUNCH HIM
I STILL WANT TO MAKE HIM FEEL PAIN
I STILL WANT TO WATCH LIFE FADE FROM HIS EYES.
And he doesn't even know who I am.

A coat of butterflies should have been enough
to protect you.
I am so sorry.
It turns out, he respected no boundary
Crushed, poisoned butterflies
Into bleeding smudge.
Into smoldering embers.

Sick, vile.
Body vessel wasted, used to violate another.
How does he sleep at night.
I wonder.
Useless, Awful thing.

How could he be in such close proximity
With such a being
and choose. choose. to harm.
Not to admire. Observe. Ponder. Memorize.
Just harm.
Sick, vile.
I still want to hurt him.
I'm sorry.
But I still want to hurt him.

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