Alfaaz

22.amaya

Zid thi yeh tumhe ke
hum bhi kuch kahe.
Humein ghila tha ke
tum chup rahe
Yeh majbooriyaan aur yeh faasle
nahi chahe phir bhi badhte gaye...

~Rendezvous2me

I couldn't gather myself and how will I?

I saw my husband after two years where I cried over him and about nabhan well I can't say that he let a single tear drop off his eyes.

He looked like he owns the world atleast he does mine. His eyes held every emotions in them.

I could feel his heart beat over my palm. But why is it beating at a different level?

He indeed looked like man who will kill anyone be it his wife. Face had some scars not the deep one but can be seen from near.

One just above the left eyebrow, one over nose, three over right cheek and  a deepest one which looked not so fresh but was not old from the left side of lips to the chin.

"There must be more" I blurt out staring in his eyes which turned darker.

"What?" Oh my poor heart, I took  a sharp breath and took a step back knowing that if we both stand this way than things won't be sane.

I chewed my inner cheek, patting me foot waiting for him say something. Why was he here?

When he didn't said a word I walked out of the cafe to my office. Taking few breaths I sat on my desk to start my work. But it was not easy when he walked in.

"I want to have some words" I heard his demanding voice.

"I don't sell words" Was only my reply

"Are you free tomorrow?" I rolled my eyes

"I don't have time" He stepped forward on hearing my reply

"Can you take some out for ayesha bhabhi than?" On this I looked up to see him standing there awkwardly.

"What about her?" I hope she is fine

"She is pregnant with her first child so we are gonna have a dawat." Something in me danced with happiness. Ayesha and pregnant she must be looking so cute. Allah!

"Wh-"I conposed myself and was about ask but he replied as if heard my mind.

"Everyone is coming but bhabhi told me to invite you personally." I sighed glancing him.

"Done?"

"Wha-" He wasn't expecting this I could say his ego was hurt.

"Done or not?" I raised my voice which I guess hurt his ego for he walked out muttering something.

I sighed massaging my forehead this is really not what i wanted.

"I should really be calm if the whole family is gonna be there." I pep talked myself for a strange reason I felt nervous and happy at his presence here.

"Now I need to wrap tomorrow's work too way to have my night." I threw him out of my mind and started the work

Having more cups of coffee and cookies I did my work till dawn some time on desk some time standing near the window or sometimes on floor.