Torn and Forsaken

PROLOGUE

My life has always been in chaos, everything was in a complete mess, yet he was my favorite above them all.

"I love you."

I never knew it could feel like hundreds of emotion only hearing that phrase from the person I never knew I'd risk my heart for. Someone I'd give my trust and soul. Even now, I can still remember how his voice lingered through my body, the moment he told me how much he loved me. It was magical. And maybe.. maybe I was naive for believing and giving so much love to the point that I had nothing left for myself.

Love is only an emotion we feel towards someone, but it always has to take the blame. Love isn't painful, people are. Life isn't unfair but people are.

Why do we even have to meet someone temporary, why do they even come into our lives when staying isn't in their plans at all?

Many questions remained unsaid. But so many realizations struck my soul, breaking and tearing me apart. It's not love that hurts; it's the reality of being lied to, and forsaken by someone you were once so sure of.

I never knew where it went wrong, where we started to go wrong. We were happy, I was happy with him. He made me feel the love that I know I deserved to feel.. And until now, I still wonder why he stopped fighting. And in the middle of everything, I found myself slowly giving up. I got tired. And so, I stopped. He was my strength, my only hope and joy. I didn't know how I would be able to fight when all I felt was exhaustion. He gave me hope, and eventually made me feel hopeless.

So how could I continue fighting when he had already stopped?

He did not want me anymore. He broke me. Little by little, I was torn apart. And I swear to myself that no one... Nobody could ever break me like he did when I loved him.. back when I was younger and naive.

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Please be aware that this book is only a work of fiction. Any references to historical events, real life people or locales are used fictitiously. Names, characters, places and some scenes are only derived from the author's imaginations. Any resemblance to actual real life incidents, locales or persons is entirely coincidental.

Expect some grammatical errors for I am still learning and not a professional in this field. Kindly inform me and correct me if you notice some errors:)) I'd really appreciate that. Mature scenes and contents are also included that may not be suitable for others so read at your own risk.

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