When I woke up we were at the sway. And I was laying on a bed and everyone was surrounded by me.
"Lib!" Nes said hugging me tight once she saw me awake. My head was pounding.
"What time is it?" I asked.
"It's eleven at night..." Bryce said. So we left the photo place around two or three and it's eleven- Bitch I died.
"Oh. I'm fine." I said sitting up. Josh made me stay down.
"No you arent. You were passed out and answered to nothing. You could have been dead." Josh said. I didn't care. I wanted to be with Cooper...
"Mk." I said. I just wanted to go home. Then Anthony walked in.
"My child!" He said running up to me. He was like a dad to me since mine left. And my mom was yk dead.. Well he came up and hugged me and I hugged him back.
"Hi." I said. I was super tired and my head. It was gonna explode.
"How are ya." He asked me. I just kinda said eh.
"Yea she hasn't been the best." Nes said. She laid down next to me cause I was in her room cause yea-
"You need sleep probably. And we all do cause Josh be hitting it to hard." Bryce said. They started to "fight"
"Get help." Anthony said. Then everyone but Josh left.
"Shoot your shot." Bryce said before Josh threw him out. Josh sat on the the edge of the bed on the side Nessa was on- That was a lot but oh well.
"Do you guys want me to stay in here?" He was asking. I didn't care cause I was tired.
"Yea. I don't want Bryce to come in and talk about his ass to us." Nes said. We all laughed a bit. I fell asleep and god knows what Josh and Nes did. Probably fuc- Never mind. When I woke up in the morning Josh and Nes were gone. I went out of the room and they were live outside of the room.
"Morning Lib." Nes said. She was playing with a soccer ball.
"Hi. Do you have all your crap out here." I asked her.
"Yea its by Josh." She said. I went to go grab her brush to use it. I was i camera frame so I took over.
"Hi live. We are doing a good morning live." I said. Josh looked down on me.
"You aren't stealing my live." He said fixing the camera to look at him. Nes came over and sat on his leg or uh- Picture it yourself.
"Im gonna sit in front of you guys and be like Nes." I said. I did my hair and whatever.
"Im gonna ask Bryce if he has the thingy." I said leaving. I went to Bryce's room.
"Bryce do you still have my thingy." I asked him. And my thingy is my protein bars cause he took them last time I was here.
"Yea. The cookie cream one?" He asked. I nodded and he threw one at me.
"Anthony ate like ten." He said. I rolled my eyes.
"Probably you. And don't talk about your shit today. Or try to shut yourself on Josh's live." I said. He didn't know that Josh was live.
"Oh shit he is live. Ima go crash it." He said. I went to the stairs where they film like 200 TikToks a day. I filmed a few because I haven't posted in forever. I was prepared for peoples hate. I heard Nes yell my name.
"Yes Nessa?" I yelled back.
"What do you want from starbucks?" She asked me.
"What you get and egg bites!" I yelled back. I went down to them and Bryce was trying to fight with Josh again.
"Hi live im back. I'm gonna be here today." I said. I kept seeing like rude comments of people telling me to shut up and whatever.
"You can be on the live Nes." I said. She pulled me back over.
"No stay here with me." She said. Josh and Bryce came over lord knows why.
"Okay why am I just now realizing Libs hair is Brown." He said. I looked at him.
"Didnt even realize when I got the bar from you?" I said.
"No cause I was playing a game." He said. I rolled my eyes a bit and opened the bar.
"Give me some. I forgot you kept these here." Nes said. I handed her a piece of it.
"These ladies took my live." Josh said. Nes was laughing a bit.
"You and Bryce were fighting over a soccer ball." Nes said.
"Imagine playing soccer." I said. Everyone looked at me.
"I used to play. You play and Josh. Well he says he can play but can't." Nes said. I kinda forgot. But he plays hockey. I play volleyball, soccer and softball. Nes played soccer. She still plays with me sometimes.
"Well. I hate it." I said. Anthony walked in with our starbucks.
"Nes the hell. You didn't get me or daddy Bryce anything." He said. I got up and took the stuff from him.
"Im your dad's though." Josh said. I took my drink and walked away from them.
"Liv your eggs." Bryce said.
"It's Lib and what ones are these?" I asked.
"The loaded one's. Are those the right?" She asked. I never had them.
"Ive never had them." I said. I walked over to them and gave them to Josh and took his croissant.
"You eat them. I want this." I said.
"Nes collect your sister. She acts like a mini you." Josh said. Nes slapped his face a bit.
"That's a good thing. I raised her right." Nes said. I hugged Nes from behind.
"I don't even know what drink I got I know you get it so I wanted it." I said.
"It's good. You will like it. Just dont spill it on your yezzes like I did." She said. I laughed a bit. Ik that isn't how u spell it probably but idc. We all sat around on the live for a bit then we all hung around.
"Im going live in insta tonight but im going to film tiktoks bye." I said going to the famous stairs. I was filming with my starbucks cause it will make me famous again lol.
"Libby come here!" Nes yelled to me. I went back up to them.
"Yes." I asked.
"People wanna see your hair so im gonna take pictures for insta." She said. We went outside and took a few pictures to post a good view of my hair. Then I went back to my room. I was getting myself ready.
LATER THAT DAY AKA THE NIGHT-
When I went to look at my tiktok and was reading the comments I was going to cry...
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