We all just sat there for a few. Josh and Nes both ewent in because I just needed some time. I was just trying to take everything in. I had my vape with me and I was using it. I know it doesn't help you calm down but in the moment it does. I went back in after a few minutes.
"You okay Lib." Nes asked me. She put her arms around me.
"Yea just tired." I said.
"I bet." She said. We both went upstairs and laid down in her room. Josh came in and load with Nes but we all ended up falling asleep. Now remember how I had a vape? It was in my pocket. And of course it fell out when I was sleeping. So when I woke up in the morning it wasn't on the bed or in my pocket. So Nes or Josh had it.
"Morning Lib." Nes said. I looked at her and Josh.
"Hi." I said to then rubbing my eyes.
"Do you know who this belongs to?" Josh asked pulling out the vape. Yea as I said. Caught. But I play things off.
"What's that?" I asked them confused. They both thought I knew what a vape looked like. I did but not right now.
"See Josh. I told you." Nes said. He put the vape on his dresser.
"Oh sorry. It might be one of ours or an extra." He said. Nes laid down next to me.
"Anyways. We have a surprise for you soon." Nes said. I nodded a bit. Nothing really amused me anymore.
"Get ready it's gonna be here in like an hour." She said. I went in her closet and took her bright teal hoodie. I wore that and some shorts with it. I went downstairs to eat a tiny something.
"Isnt thats Nes's hoodie?" Josh asked as I walked down.
"Uhh." I said. Nes looked over at me.
"Really! I was gonna wear that!" She said. I laughed a bit.
"To bad." I said. She smiled a bit. We kinda hung around Till Nes told me to go in the living room with Josh.
"Josh Close her eyes!" She said to him. He made me close my eyes as she brought a surprise in? I don't know what it was for.
"Open on three. 1..,2..,3!" Nes said. When I opened my eyes it was Caitlyn. I hugged her right once I saw her. I was so happy to have her. Ive missed seeing her all day everyday.
"Hi luv!" She said to me. I was actually smiling.
"Hi!" I said. I saw out of the corner of my eyes Nes was smiling for me.
"You guys go have fun for now." Josh said. We both laughed a bit and went up to my room.
"Dont you have practice today?" I asked her when we got to my room.
"Yea im going in around lunch time so like three hours." She said.
"Oh okay." I said. She sat on my bed. I was standing in front of her and she wrapped her arms around my waist. She was looking up at me.
"I know last night was really hard for you. That's why i'm here today. Whats going on?" She asked. I told her some of it.
"But it's all okay." I said. She was just looking at me. I was getting flustered because of that. I turned around.
"That's very rude." She said. She pulled me back as she we both fell back on my bed. We were both laughing and crap.
"Really." I said facing her. She smiled.
"Mhm." She said kissing me. The whole time we kinda just laid there spending the time with each other. Then she had to go and I was kinda sad about that. I wouldn't see her till game day.
"Bye Lib." She said hugging me. I hugged her back and kissed her cheek.
"Bye luv." I said as she left. Nes put her arm around me.
"You will see her soon." She said. I looked up at her and smiled a tiny bit.
"You guys ready to go out?" Josh said. I looked at them.
"What?" I said. They both looked at each other.
"Lib we are going out for a bit. And we
promise nothing will happen." Nes said. I got really upset. I didn't want to go!"No! You cant promise nothing will happen! I'm not leaving this house!" I said. I ran up to my room and locked my door. Both of them came after me.
"Lib please! We cant leave you home alone! If someone films you or anything we will leave." Josh said. I cant hide forever and I cant really say no if I cant stay home alone.
"If anything happens Im gonna cry." I said walking out. We got in the car and started to drive down. When we got there and parked. I saw someone I wish I never saw...
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AléatoireJune 9th of 2022, The day that changed my life for the worst. That day put me into the worst depression spiral i've ever been in. I was in and out of hospital's and doing things I shouldn't do. It seemed like... No one was on my side.. TW'S bullying...