Die first

Chapter 29(TW)

MY POV

When I woke up I didn't even realize I was laying with Wyatt. Like honestly. But after a minute I did realize cause I tried to sit up. I kinda woke him up.

"Mm." He groaned. I panicked a bit and rolled to my side.

"Sorry!" I said. He laughed a bit and sat up.

"No it's alright." He said. I looked at him sorta. But I looked away. I cant look in his eyes, even if they are beautiful.

    "Whatever. What time is it?" I asked. He looked on his phone.

    "Only 6pm. Wow." He said. Bro why only 6. Like that's so weird. Anywho.

"Damn." I said pulling out my phone. Ness texted me with pictures of me and Wyatt. From my room. So she was home! I got up and ran downstairs.

"Uh." Is all I heard Wyatt say. I marched over to Ness and showed her the pictures.

"Really?" I asked her. Her and Sab looked at each other grinning.

"Yea." They both said. Wyatt came down. I showed him the pictures.

"Really sis? Are you serious?" He asked. She was laughing with Ness and we both looked at each other.

    "Do they know it means nothing?" He whispered. I felt this wave of like shock and sadness almost flow in my body. It meant nothing? But I had to agree.

    "I hope." I said kinda laughing a bit.

    "Josh say something!" I said. He looked at us and backed away.

    "Yea no thanks im just here." He said. He started to back away. Ness pulled him back kinda.

    "You guys know we aren't dating. Honestly we wont." He said. I nodded my head looking down kinda though. Ness was looking at me and lifted my head up.

    "Mhm. Your saying that now Wyatt. Just wait." She said to him and then at me. I tried to signal with my face to stop but Wyatt pulled me back.

    "Lets just go upstairs." He said. I agreed with him.

    "We are going back up." I said. They both stopped us.

    "No we have to leave. You know that you can't stay all day Wyatt." Sab said. he rolled his eyes a bit. I looked at him.

    "Hold on I left something upstairs." He said. He kinda looked at me to come up so I did. We went in the game room.

    "Do you need to get something?" I asked.

    "No I don't I just don't want them to see me do this." He said hugging me. I hugged him back then we went downstairs.

    "What did you need so bad?" Sab asked. He pulled out his phone.

    "This thing." He said. We said bye to them and whatever. When we were eating dinner I ate nothing. I don't know why but I was feeling sick after sitting there and smelling everything.

    "Hey Libby you should try to eat a little something? Just anything." Josh said to me. I shook my head.

    "No I don't feel that well right now." I said. Ness put her hand on my head right after.

    "You feel a little warm. You need to take medication?" She asked me. I thought about the drugs Coop had in his room. I would use those! Right?

    "No I just wanna lay down." I said. They both agreed and I went upstairs. I went into my room where I had the pills. The mixed ones. There was a note on it so I read it.

"Couldn't help but see this on your floor. If your thinking about it don't. It wont be worth it. Love Wyatt." It read. I almost thought to not do it but I did. I took two handfuls. And after I never felt better.  I ended up passing out not to long after.

    When I woke up it was like 11. My phone was blown up from Wyatt. He was just spam texting me non stop and calling. He called me again like a minute after I woke up. My head was killing me and I felt like shit but I answered.

    "Lib! Are you okay? Ive been texting you since 6:30. It's 11!" He said. I threw my glasses on.

    "No im good. I fell asleep." I told him. I heard him sigh.

    "Okay good. Everything is okay though right?" He asked me.

    "Yes Wy. I promise. Now we both need to go to sleep. For me again but for you. You just need sleep. Not to worry about me." I told him. I heard him kinda stutter to say something. I think he was red.

    "I- Lib- Okay whatever. Night l- Never mind just night." He said. He hung up right after. Was he gonna say. Love you?