I stay awake even though Iam tired since 2 hours. Why? Because I don't want to think...
I know as soon as I close my eyes that I can't stop various thoughts. Normally I think about storys I read. Or about the day that's about to come. But on days like today, where my thoughts are getting dark, I stay up and do all kind of different shit on my phone or room to stop them from appearing.
I stay up so long till Iam to exhausted to think. So long that I will sleep withing seconds when I close my eyes.
It's a stupid habit and I know that... But it works so wonderfully.
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100 days a thought...
PoetryLiterally me just thinking every day... In every chapter their will be one thought... Maybe some sentences or maybe just a word. It will be happy but also sad. Good and Bad times. Be my guest. Wanting: Sometimes sentences describing self-harm or bad...
