100 days a thought...

Chapter 50

You always showed so much love for everyone.
Seeing pictures of you makes me happy.
You had a pure soul.
To pure for a world like this.
But you never stopped fighting for the ones who couldn't fight.

And I wish I could have said you how much I admire your rare true smiles.

It was like you were evrytime away when I talked to you.

I couldn't see in that beautiful, sad and confused heart of yours.

Nobody could.

And you just smiled. Like everything was just fine.

You showed so much love for everyone and everything.

But the world is to dark.
To dark for an angel like you.
So I hope the sky is a better place.

I hope they appreciate your creations and creativity.

I hope I can be a little like you.

You were always caring for the others first.

But also I hope that I can see clearer than you.
That I won't be trabbed in my own mind.
That I can also see the dark in the world who is always there.
That there are shadows behind you.
To not fall for the lies.

But your glass split and you couldn't find a way to repair it.

You were one time selfish and that was the last time.

Even though we didn't see us that much you still thought me so much.

You tought me to love even the smallest things.

To have passion.

To wait.

To smile.
Maybe not for yourself but other ones.

That everyone should get a second chance.

That nobody is perfect.

That you can never see behind masks.

That you can never see what's going on in a person.

To live for the smallest things.

To lough

To love.

I hope when I pass the bridge that I can take you in my arms again and say how much of a role model you were to me.

Thank you for teaching me so much without even talking.

To let me see that there are also people doing good instead of just saying it.

Thank you for being a light in dark days.