I love you till my last breath

Three

Machi is Takemichi's first child born into the world, a kind and cheerful child who will do anything just to make his mother happy. when Takemichi gave birth to him his eyes resembled her vast and captivating ocean that never ceased shimmering, his soft dark hair and his attractive face that was evidently very similar to his father's. despite that, he was still a baby then and he had just come out of the world even the doctor and the nurses in the room could not help but be attracted and start surrounding the mother.

with each passing year, Machi has grown to have respect and reverence for other people. at the age of 5 years old who should just have fun with his friends outside and play until the sun goes down, like Machi who became attached to his mother and didn't want to go out of the house but just read or do the simple things thing to quench his boredom.

ever since Mikey came into his life and his mother's everything has changed in an instant, he became mature in everything and he became a coldhearted child to other people. honestly, he wouldn't be like that if the world just showed what reality is to non-reality, he became naive to the point that he didn't notice that Mikey was already abusing his mother.

at first, he didn't want to pay attention to what Mikey was doing to his mother, since he was too young at that time and he didn't know what was going on. 

"I'll fucking kill you"

on the day his birthday came again and he stepped into his 10th year, his world built by Takemichi full of beautiful fantasy and passion crumpled so easily.  

by the time he saw his mother's beautiful face was full of bruises and there was fresh blood coming from her lips, kneeling in front of Mikey as her hands clutched her stomach. Machi no longer restrained himself and entered his parents' chamber.

"what the fuck are you doing to my mom?!"

Machi didn't hesitate to punch Mikey across his face, enough that Mikey's lips bled as well. Machi's eyes widened when he witnessed for the first time his father's eyes looking at him with killing intent, he could not move at those times in fear, he could not understand why his father looked at him in such a way as if he were not his child. 

even the cries that were coming from his mother then he didn't hear when he felt Mikey grab his collar and begin to beat his face mercilessly.

"MIKEY-KUN THAT'S ENOUGH!"

"YOU'RE KILLING OUR SON!"

for a moment, Machi thought his misery would end but seeing the abyssal eyes of his father who kept glaring at him, the next time Mikey spoke he was not surprised anymore.

"son? I'm not even related to him so why should I consider him my child?"

"From the beginning, I have no intention of considering him my child ... be thankful because I held back for a few years just to keep my older brother's child alive"

Machi was no longer surprised by what his father stated, his words that should have struck his core became numb. he knew, he knew from the beginning that he wasn't truly Mikey's son ... how did he know? merely because in his whole life he had never experienced his father's attention and adoration.