I love her I really do... She asked how much happier I'd be if we were together and I said "you already know" that's a lie because she probably thinks I'd be slightly happier or just a normal happy but honestly I'd be a million times happier, right now I'm happy yes; well on most days I am, I still have them bad days and nights where I'm just sitting there contemplating it all because of some of the things from my past and some things going on now; but not as happy as I could be with her not as much as I could show her but if we were together I'd be so much happier. I love her I really do I never thought I'd love anyone like this, that's why I was with my exes they were simply just slight feelings, this though, this is my whole heart focused on one person. I can never truly tell her I'd have to show her... I'd do whatever it took to make her happy I'd do... Anything... I've never been able to say that before... Never...
