Is this the end?
All for not?
It feels it.
Can't sleep.
Can't breathe.
Can't stop these stupid tears.
I don't know what to do.
What am I to do?
There's nothing really.
Nothing I can do.
Not if I can't even think straight.
See straight.
It's all just blurs in my vision.
And white noise in my head.
I never let them win before.
The thoughts that is.
Atleast not for a long time.
But it feels like everything is....
Burning down.
Caving in.
Engulfing me.
The darkness within creeping back.
I can't stop it this time.
I really can't.
I don't know how.
I can't fix things.
If that's even possible.
The last good thing in my life.
Falling away.
