What the hell Rafe Cameron? // Rafe Cameron X Reader

19: two of them are dead...

Last time I saw John B was when I left them to go to home, which I lied. I went and saw Rafe and then had angry sex with him and then I think we kind of broke up.

Geez,  a LOT of shit went down after I left. Like A LOT.

So, um, John B was a wanted man with a fucking bounty of 50 000$, so they apparently ran away with Sarah into the sea, right into the heart of a storm. How they managed? I wouldn't know, because I was too busy having angry sex with Rafe, because I was too busy arguing and screaming at him, I forgot about everything else including the fact that I wasn't there when my friends needed me the most.

I'd say that, that was the most selfish I've ever been. I chose, I guess in a way, my boyfriend over my friends though I swore I'd never, and I chose to be and stay angry that I didn't pick up any calls or answer any text. And I guess my best friends have held that against me, though they haven't said anything, literally, Kie, though we hung out once after that night, we didn't really talk and when we did, it was her screaming at me how I wasn't there, not really, not when they were again attacked by Barry and Daniel, not when they helped Sarah sneak out and... not when they last said goodbye, I guess she had every reason to. When I finally did show up, it was too late.

The only person to be with me 'normally' was JJ. We'd hangout and talk, but not about John B, about other things. One of the few times we hung out as a group was when we made John B and Sarah a memorial in a tree in the yard of chateau. I think Pope is the most angry with me, and again I can see why, though of course I wished he wasn't.

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"What are you doing?", I screamed at the police officers when I got to the tents, "You realize that you're driving them right into the storm right?" I said angrily and turned around to look for my friends. They were in another tent sitting and waiting. 

"What happened?" I asked them my heart slowly sank as I looked each of them fear, anger and pain in their eyes.

"John B and Sarah are out there and these imbeciles are driving them rightist the storm." JJ said standing up from where he was sitting and raising his voice enough for officers near us hear him.

"Yeah, that much I gathered." 

"Where were you? We tried to call you and text you?" Kie said her voice almost breaking.

"I was- I was with Rafe." I said cautiously.

"You were with Rafe?!" Pope suddenly stood up "John B and Sarah might die out there and you were with Rafe?" he said with a sharp tone.

"Pope, stop it, give her a break." JJ defended me, but before could even say anything Pope directed his tone toward him.

"You're so blind sometimes, JJ." Pope said almost sounding sorry.

"What's that supposed to mean?" 

"You don't see, you're basically kissing Y/N's ass-" and before he could finish, I had a feeling what he might say so I stopped him.

"Stop it Pope!" I snapped and he did, "I'm sorry okay, I'm sorry I wasn't there, but I'm here now and I'm not going anywhere. But this isn't about me or about JJ, so stop it." I said with few voice cracks and few tears falling down my cheeks.

Kie stood up and gave me hug, but didn't say anything.

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I was sitting and waiting for JJ's shift to end at the country club, people were whispering and I could see how pissed off JJ was and he could snap at any time now.

"-John B's going to hell for what he did for sheriff Peterkin." One girl said.

"Guys they're still investigating." Topper tried to cool things off in his own way.

"I don't why? It's obvious who did it." The same girl said.

"Yeah, exactly." Kelce said and that set JJ off.

"Shut up!" He yelled catching everybody's attention and shot off my seat.

"JJ walk away man, this isn't the time."

"Shut up Top!" I interfered and tried to walk away with JJ, "C'mon."

We were about to walk away when Kelce spoke up again, "I don't think we were talking to you pogue." and JJ turned back grabbing a glass and a fork from their table.

"can I get everybody's attention, please? I have a little announcement to make!" He started.

"JJ what are you doing." I asked under my breath.

"My best friend John B, did not kill Sheriff Peterkin! Daniel Y/L/N killed and shot the sheriff in cold blood!" He went on and said ignoring me and everybody turned to look at me, "That's what happened."

"Can we please just go?" JJ looked at me with a sorry look and again we were about to go and Kelce opened his mouth.

"What's your deal Y/N he's accusing your brother and you're just gonna stand there and listen?" But this time I went back in screaming that he wasn't there, and that he nor anyone else don't know what they're talking about and don't know what really happened that day at the tarmac so they should just shut the fuck up, and while doing so I didn't realize that I had picked a vase of water and splashed it on Kelce.

I really don't know if he was about to attack me but in a blink of an eye as he stood up JJ was already throwing his hand at him, and then a fight broke, JJ and I left when the manager came out and JJ lost his job.

We walked out and I could see visibly that JJ was hurting and angry. People were yelling at him to back to the cut and things along like that and to me that said that I should be ashamed of myself. With a raised middle finger JJ ran over their flowers with his bike and smudged it with its wheel before driving off.