What the hell Rafe Cameron? // Rafe Cameron X Reader

22: I just want to take care of you

He was sitting there on the porch all stoned up all messy barely keeping it up whilst even sitting.

"Hey." I said softly as I approached him. He looked up as if he was preparing himself for something.

"Hey, baby girl." He said and a piece of me crumbled. I hated seeing him like this but at the same time I hated him.

"Dad, I just came in to get some clothes." I said to him, trying to keep it together.

"You're mom's real' worried, you know and so am I." he said trying o get up but fell right back to the armchair.

"Yeah. And don't try and get up, you should have thought about that before framing an innocent teenager." I said and walked in to see a house perfectly clean and tidy. Like nothing had happened, just another home where everything is fine. Only nothing was fine.

I quickly rand up to my room and took a duffel bag and filled it with clothes. I wasn't intending on coming back again anytime soon.

"Y/N?" I heard my mom. I turned slowly preparing myself to see her. Her eyes were swollen with dark under eyes. Her nose so dry the skin around it was peeling from blowing.

I sat down on my bed and let out a painful sigh "I can't stay." I told her.

"Are you hungry? let me make you something." her voice was breaking. "Please, just let me make you something and talk for a while. And then if you want to go, I'll understand. I just want to take care of you. Let me make you something." what was a breaking voice turned into crying and I quickly stood up to hug her.

"Okay, mom. You can make me a sandwich." I told her nodding my head. I took the bag with me and went downstairs with her.

"Where have you been?" she asked with a shaky voice taking ingredients out of the fridge.

"Here and there, everywhere but here." I told her and she stopped for a second.

"Your dad did what was best for us, you know." she said leaning onto the counter top.

"No mom, he did what was best for... Daniel..." I said as anger was building up in me, "If he had thought about us, if you had thought about us, you wouldn't have brought him back." I said and got up to leave. 

"Y/N, he's our child, your brother!" She shouted after me as she started to follow me.

"Who raped me! Who tried to drown me! Mom, I'm your child too!" I screamed and in the corner of my eye I saw him leaning on a door frame. "I hope you burn in hell." I whispered under my breath and stormed out of the house.

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I drove straight to Tanny Hill hoping safe would be there, and he was. he was just leaving, but he was there. I caught just in time.

"You're leaving?" I asked as I ran up to him and Ward, he ignored me "Rafe?!" I screamed and then he turned and started to walk towards me.

"Y/N, go home." He said with a sharp tone.

"Home? Rafe I don't have one, not anymore." I said pulling him a bit more aside.

"Stop! Stop it, I'm going away for a bit. Okay." he said and kissed my fore head. It felt forced.

"Away, what do you mean." I asked and he started to walk away. God this is frustrating. "Rafe!" I pulled him back into a hug "They're alive." I whispered "Sarah and John B are alive."

He silently took a step back as he looked at me. I can't read him.

"Y/N, go home." I heard ward say as he walked towards us, looking at Rafe with a demanding look. 

"Rafe don't." I said to him, "Don't go." 

"Dad." He started.

"Rafe get in the car!" Ward said.

"I love you." I told him. "Don't go."

He looked torn. He looked stressed and hesitant.

"I can't love you from afar." I told him again.

"RAFE GET IN THE CAR!" Ward now shouted hitting the car hood.

"I'm sorry." Rafe finally said and my heart sank. "I'm sorry, dad. I can't come with you."

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I know you've been waiting for a long, long time for and update. And this is a bit short than usual, but bear with me.

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