Special Needs (Unfinished)

Brian, seriously haven't you told me that was one thing you wouldn't do?

"Oh," Brian sighed, mad at himself that the only bottle he forgot to put away was the one he tried. It was also spilled out on the floor still. He felt really stupid about it.

Stefan sat on the floor and stared Brian in the eyes, scared of what he might say it was. "Brian, tell me what you were doing?" Brian thought he sounded like his mother.

"I was throwing and putting away some of my old drugs that I rarely use anymore and found this." Brian picked up the little bottle and shook it. "I was confused what this was since it doesn't have the name written on it. He popped one in my mouth and realized what it was." He put the fallen pills in the bottle and shut the lid on tight. He wanted more, but he tried to fight the urge.

"What is it?" Stefan asked, he was sure that it was LSD, but he wanted to make sure he wasn't being stupid and just taking things out of hand.

"LSD baby, I should've gave the pills back to my friends. But what the hell," he uncapped the bottle, forgetting what his lover and him were talking about and put some in his hands.

"No," Stefan lunged at Brian and took the bottle from him. Brian fell backwards and thudded on the floor beneath him. His hair looked like a black hole on the floor.

"Why the fuck did you do that?" Brian asked, pissed by his tall significant other.

"I don't want you doing these." Stef stood back up and took the bottle and pills with him.

"Wait, what are you doing?" Brian asked, hurrying behind Stef to see where he was going. The short man just wanted his pills back to escape reality. He knew it was bad but it helped him get through the bad times.

"Your done with these." Stef went out to the kitchen and dumped the pills into the disposal. Brian ran back to his room while the tall, short-haired man threw Brian's drugs down the drain.

The short man shut the door to his room quietly and went to his drawer filled with everything he wanted. He found a needle that was safely secure and found a little bottle of heroin. He stuck the needle into his pale arm and shot the liquid into his veins. The man brushed his hair from his face and felt himself relax a little as the needle was pulled out and set on the drawer's top.

"Bri....." Stef opened the door gently, shocked by what was on the other side. "What the fuck are you getting yourself into?" He went over to the tiny man laying on the bed before him. Seeing that he rolled his sleeve up and was smiling widely.

"Hello prince," Brian sat up a little and scooted back on his bed.

"What the hell were you doing?" Stefan said pointing to a needle that laid across the table.

Brian stood up and walked up to the tall man, with a sly smile on his face. "Baby, I just was having a little fun. Relax." Brian pulled a little on Stef's tie that hung on his neck. It came loose and Brian took it from Stef. The tieless nineteen year old was a little aroused by the twenty-one year old in the flat.

"Well, what are you doing right now?" Stef watched Brian closely.

Brian bit his lip and looked up at the man before him. "Something I think you'll like." He started unbuttoning Stef's shirt a little and pulling it off his shoulders. He had forgotten how thin he was.

Brian let the shirt hang from the man's shoulders. He pulled his shirt off slowly and latched onto Stef's warm lips. Stef could taste the nicotine on Brian's.

"Hey, I'm sorry about what happened." Brian said, pulling gently off Stefan. "I just like to get away from life and do something else." He looked up at Stefan and bit his lip with caution.

"You don't have to bring that up right now," Stef just wanted Brian to shut up and have sex with him. He hadn't had sex in almost a month and the stress was getting to him.

"I know-."

Stef shushed the man. "Stop talking baby. Just forget it okay, I didn't want to disturb this." He leaned down and kissed Brian's lips harder.

Brian pulled off. "I did something bad and I want to make myself know it wa-."

"I know. I'm fine now, just forget it okay?" Stef was becoming more pissed.

"Stef, I just fucking did heroin. How can I forget that?"

"Fine," the man sighed and buttoned his shirt up a little. "Then we won't do this then."

Brian was annoyed now. "Well, sorry. I CAN'T KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT." Brian sat on his bed, sad and depressed about what happened. His boyfriend just left out the door because he wouldn't shut up. He laid down on his bed and sighed, he was depressed.

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