The long awaited Hobi smutty fanfic nobody knew they needed.
"Are you crazy?! No, I really want to know, like what are you even saying?"
"I'm saying, we can have the benefits of a relationship without having a relationship " he said it so nonchalan...
I saw a hand hold the doors of the elevator. Rings on the middle finger and pinky finger, hand veins a slightly visible. That's hot.
Hoseok walked into the elevator. My breath hitched and I suddenly became overly aware of myself .
The doors closed and he walked over to me . I watched him as he made his way over to me . Looking at him up and down confused.
'What the hell is going on?!' I thought to myself .
" I guess you still remember me" he said as he stood not too close to me ,but close enough for me to push him.
"Yeah I remember " I said pushing him gently so that his further away . I turned my head towards the doors and tried to keep myself together.
Is it getting hot?
"Ohhhh. You're different when you're drunk. More...open?" He said with his hands in his pockets and a cheeky grin on his face.
'Open?' Is he implying that I am easy? Well ... his not wrong. That night I dropped all my morals and just did it.
I scoffed, " I could say the same but you're still a cocky asshole" I gave him the darkest glare I could.
He hit his chest. " Ouch , that kinda hurt." He said as he walked closer to me trapping me in the corner of the elevator. "You want to continue where we left off?"
"I don't have time for this " I said pushing him again further away from me as I moved out of the corner.
He rested his back against the side of the elevator . "Well then I guess if it's not happening today... we gave a whole two months to 'get to know each other' huh?" He smirked and looked at me dead in the eye.
How am I supposed to control myself if this man is basically throwing himself at me, but I'm not that easily fooled . Men has used me for my body before , ask me to be their girlfriend just for sex and being a mixed woman in Korea . There is a huge target on my back. Everyone wants kto know how it feels to has sex with a black woman but still being racist and dehumanizing... weird.
I was about to retort when the doors opened to the parking lot .
I looked at him . Bowed and exited the elevator .
I got in my car and released a big breath that I didn't know I was holding.
On the way home I scold myself for even thinking of how attractive he was ,or how bright his smile was . Physically he was it , but once he opens his mouth... complete turn off.
I arrived at home .
Shit! I have to pack . We are leaving in three days and I haven't planned any outfits , haven't said spoke to my parents. Nothing.
I threw out my whole closet and left. I feel that spending a day with my parents before I go is way more important than packing clothes... and I swear to God I don't have decent clothes to wear.
I drove from Seoul to Namyangju . It definitely wasn't smart of me to drive at 3pm but I can just sleep over till tomorrow.
I knocked on the door of their apartment building. I was welcomed by my mom with the most surprised look on her face and a bright smile. I smiled and squeezed my mother with a hug.
"You didn't tell me you're coming today! Ahhh! I'm so so so happy to see you" I almost teared up . I missed her so much , and I was too occupied to even notice.
"I missed you so much " I said releasing her and taking my shoes off ."Where's dad?"
My mom led me to the kitchen dining table and sat next to me . "He went to visit yanji, I feel like that's the first thing he thinks about everyday."
I laughed ,"Why did you stay at home? Don't you want to see your granddaughter?"
" No no no . I love my granddaughter but we've been over there for the past two weeks." She sighed and shook her head.
I missed her so much.
"I'm leaving for America in three days, I just wanted to spend time with you two before I go ... and maybe I could sleep over?" I said as a question.
She squealed and clapped her hands. "Oh my ! Yes ! I will love that ! Come we go to your older brother!"
My mom and I left the house and walked a couple of blocks before we arrived at my brother's apartment.
My mom went in first and was greeted by my 3 year old niece , Yanji. My mom turned to me and pointed to me ."Yanji, do you know who that is? That's your aunty Y/n."
I got so excited. I saw last saw her when she was so small that was only a month ago but still . How do they grow so fast?!
Yanji reached out with both her arms to me. "Aunty!"
"Ahhhh! Yanji! You are so big! And you look so pretty!" I said tickling her belly with a wide smile on my face as she laughed.
"Y/n ! Am I glad to see you. Your father has been coming over everyday and frankly I'm sick of it." My older brother Hyunmin says as he hugs me.
I put Yanji down but she follows me as I greet my father and my brothers wife .
We ordered some take out and sat around the dining table and laughed and spoke for a few hours.
I feel so sorry that I can't spend everyday with the people I love. I keep traveling and going to meetings , that I only make time with them before I leave.
We walked back home and I entered my old room that was filled with a few boxes but it was very neat. That's probably my mother. I chuckled to myself.
I got under the blankets . I thought of all the memories I had after I moved to Korea with my parents and I felt warm and slept very peacefully.
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