Translator || Jung Hoseok Fanfic

Chapter 20

I looked at Mark as he stood looking very tense with his hands at his side.

"Whatever you have to say I don't want to hear it, so can you please leave me alone ." I said trying to walk away.

He grabbed my wrist. I let out a frustrated sigh.

"Hey! I just want to apologize " he said looking at me with pleading eyes.

I pulled my wrist out of his grip and I crossed my arms and gave him the moment to talk.

"I know I did a really shitty , and I can't tell you how sorry I am and I know no amount of apologies can fix the trust that I've broken but I'm extremely sorry , I was an asshole that couldn't control himself and I'm sorry I hurt you and I've regretted it more than anything I've done done in my life. I miss you y/n ." He said and took my hands in his.

"I miss you so much y/n , it hurts everytime I think about you . I really want to start over again." He said looking down at the floor.

I tilted my head a bit taken aback .

"What?" I asked .

"I want to be with you y/n. I want you to make me happy , I want what we had before."

"Are you fucking joking right now? You don't just get to cheat on me , make me feel like complete shit and come into my life again," I started walking backwards slowly. ", I won't allow myself to be hurt again, and you can eat shit honestly, you used that girl and now you're running back to me?! Fuck you Mark."

I spoke to him as calmly as possible controling the anger that was about to erupt as I walked away from him , I couldn't stand the sight of his fucking face .

I don't know where I was going but I kept walking , I had to get as far away from him as possible.

I walked endlessly and blindly . My eyes blurry as I try to fight back tears.

It felt like everything was in slow motion , I was hyperventilating but still trying to keep everything inside.

I got reminded of every "happy" memory we had , the times where I was comfortable and cared for him. The times where I was vulnerable and he comforted me. Times where I felt nothing but love for him , where i can't imagine losing him.

All that trust , love , honesty was all broken when he cheated on me .

"Y/n!"

I heard my name being called and I stood still while quickly wiping the tears that sat in my eyes.

I turned around to see who it was Namjoon. I raised my brows and smiled .

He walked up to me and put his arm around my shoulders as he guided me down the hall.

He gently squeezed my shoulder and rubbed my arm as we walked.

We walked alone down a empty hallway in complete silence which comforted me.

"Jackson told us that you two were dating." He said with a tone of understanding in his voice.

"Yeah. We dated. We broke up . It happens." I said making it seem like I'm not sad on the inside.

"Yeah. I understand that . I've had my fair share of heartbreaks , but all I have to say is that some people just aren't worth all the time, love and effort you put in for them and it's not the end of road. There'll be more loves and heartbreaks but I'm sure you'll find your person. I don't know what Mark did but I hope your okay and don't blame yourself."

"Thanks Dad," I hugged him as we chuckled with tears down my face. "No one has said that to me . I don't allow people to see me like this but I'm thankful you came to talk to me."