Translator || Jung Hoseok Fanfic

Chapter 10

Hoseok pov:

I left after Y/n fell asleep , looking at her calm resting face was kind of therapeutic. It made me calm and I honestly think I'm have feelings for this woman.

I can't  go to my room right now . I need to tell someone about this.

I stood in the hallway for a while , searching my mind on who to go to.

Yoongi!

I go off into a small jog , not making it obvious that I'm in a hurry. I knocked repeatedly on the door.

He opened the door and I walked pass him without looking at him, I just kept my eyes straight.

"Look I'm going to tell you something that I'm also not sure of ," I said as I paced the room and he plopped himself on the bed watching me pace "I don't want your advice I just need to tell someone, because if I don't... I'll probably go crazy."

I turned to him and he sat up on the bed and waved me over to sit next to him. I sighed to calm myself down and sat next to him.

"Now explain to me what's going on."

"Okay, I've never told you who that girl in the club was but I met her again and," I sighed and looked off into the distance, "she's just so beautiful and smart and ... perfect in every way possible. I frankly don't know what she wants from me, like she'll be mean and act like she don't care but when we are alone I just feel so comfortable and ... real... and she just becomes the person that I know or think she is and I don't want there to be... a wall? I just don't want her to block me from seeing the real her . "

I looked at Yoongi and he stared at me , mouth slightly open just , staring.

"We were alone a few times and she was resistant but she's coming around and being more open but I don't know if she just wants someone to..." I looked at him thinking of if I should tell him what physical contacted we made but he looks too shocked to take in that kind of details right now, "fullfil her desires... or if she likes me and just puts on a face when we are in public."

"So ... you .... and y/n..." he said looking at me with curious eyes and raised brows.

"How do you...?"

"Y/n let something slip when we were together." He said shaking his head.

'When we were together'? What the fuck does he mean by that?

"When were you two together?" I asked confused and a bit jealous.

"Hey. Calm down, I went to visit Logic and I'm not a genius at english. I just needed a translator. " He said laying down.

"Next time , take Charlie with you ." I said crossing my arms. "What did Y/n say ?"I said with my head tilted towards him.

"She said that you guys were in a room of glowing stars? That day at the arcade." He said waving his hand .

"Ohhhh, " I smiled at the memory of what happened in that room. "What did she say about it?" I said leaning closer.

"Nothing . I asked her something and she got all nervous and said that." He said as he closed his eyes , he probably wants to sleep.

"Look I'm not going to tell you what happened out of respect for y/n but I've done these things with other girls with no feelings attached but her... I'm getting attached too fast and I don't even know what we are, where we are going . I'm just mind fucked right now."

"Look . The only way you will know is if you ask her and I'm not say you should ask her right now but if things progress and you feel something stronger than your dick , you should definitely ask her." He said and pushed me off the bed.

"I'm tired and if I let you stay longer I know this is going to become a all night thing" he said as he wrapped himself in the blanket and buried his face in the pillow.

We said our goodnights and I went to my room. I practiced our choreography to pass time and not think about her every second.

I worked up a good layer of sweat and took a shower and went to bed. I laid on my side , unable to sleep .

I got reminded of the reason I went to her room in the first place.

I wanted to talk to her. I just wanted a genuine conversation with no tongue ,lips or any other parts involved. I want to know her and the things she like and dislike , what her favorite foods are , if she has brothers and sisters or if she's the only child.

I want to know the little things about her and I want her attention everyday .

I really think I might like her but I want to know her before I jump in with no warning signs.

I would say that I'm in too deep and my feelings may be stronger than I think it is but I'll wait.

I'll wait for her to make things clear.

I'll wait for her match the emotions I feel.

I'll wait for her .

♡♡♡•••°°°HI! I feel and felt very unproductive but I managed to pull this out of my ass for you lol . I hope you enjoyed and thank you so much for reading °°°•••♡♡♡

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